The smell is intoxicating.\u00a0 My smell.\u00a0 I should be getting a boner but there’s nothing there.\u00a0 I can’t even say that I’m feeling a ghost of one because, I’m not.\u00a0 Instead, I feel this pressure building – this tiny ache below my belly button and my pulse speeds up.\u00a0 There’s a … shit, what do I call it?\u00a0 The inside of my – my pussy, it’s… no… hmmm… I want to touch myself and dip my fingers inside but I’m going to wait and take my time.\u00a0 The inside reminds me of my mouth.\u00a0 It’s there.\u00a0 There’s stuff there but it’s not like stuff rubbing together constantly.\u00a0 The only thing is, I can feel the liquid pooling inside.\u00a0 Like drooling – I can feel it against the inside of my mouth and it’s similar here.<\/p>\n
My pussy is engorged.\u00a0 The, shit, outer lips?\u00a0 I laugh and it’s an odd laugh.\u00a0 I feel almost like I’m high on something.\u00a0 Endorphins, maybe?\u00a0 My heart is racing and I just feel incredibly amazing.\u00a0 I want to run and wrestle and – my laugh bubbles up and it sounds rich.\u00a0 Not at all like my voice.\u00a0 I’m going to have to record myself talking later just to hear what I sound like.\u00a0 But, the pussy.\u00a0 I want to wriggle my legs together and feel how the lips rub against me.\u00a0 I want to taste the liquid shining on my lips.\u00a0 No.\u00a0 I’ll take my time.\u00a0 It’s just really damn hard to not do something.<\/p>\n
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My breasts have stopped growing.\u00a0 I think.\u00a0 They’re full against my chest, flattened out somewhat with the nipples lower and mostly straight.\u00a0 I can feel the weight of them against my chest.\u00a0 The aureole is slightly puckered and big.\u00a0 The nipples are definitely… I’m rocking my hips side to side, feeling my ass against the heels of my feet.\u00a0 Oh.\u00a0 Oh, yes.\u00a0 The motion is rubbing my pussy lips together slightly and it’s delicious.\u00a0 The – damn.\u00a0 Yes.\u00a0 Damn.\u00a0 The lips are preesssssss… pressing against the c…clit… fuck.\u00a0 My hands go to my thighs, the inside of them and I’m kneading at the skin, taut and smooth.\u00a0 I have decent fingernails and they’re digging into the flesh.\u00a0 I can almost feel the heat radiating from my wet cunt.\u00a0 I’m pulling my thighs open and closed and rocking with my hips.\u00a0 The smell from my pussy is getting stronger and stronger.\u00a0 The pressure below my belly button is building even more.\u00a0 Like a thunderstorm brewing in the distance.<\/p>\n
It takes every ounce of willpower to stop myself.\u00a0 I want it.\u00a0 I want the release.\u00a0 I want to touch my cunt to feel it against my fingers, to know what I feel like.\u00a0 But, I’ll do it when I’m ready.\u00a0 I just… the feeling of need is hard to resist.\u00a0 I can feel it in my teeth nearly – they itch slightly.\u00a0 I want to bite into something.\u00a0 Riled up from the smell of me and the need to cum.\u00a0 My faint moan turns into a growl as I stop and settle down.\u00a0 A very small growl.\u00a0 When I sit back on my heels again, they pull at my ass cheeks which in turn opens my pussy and I nearly lose it right there.\u00a0 Nearly give into this crazy lust.\u00a0 My mind is in a fog.\u00a0 Fuck.\u00a0 Fuck.<\/p>\n
So, I stand.\u00a0 And stagger slightly – I’m off centered.\u00a0 My tits pull at me enough to notice.\u00a0 At least enough after living as a guy for as long as I have.\u00a0 Hell, my ass feels heavy.\u00a0 That I can even FEEL my ass is different.\u00a0 Oh.\u00a0 And the pussy.\u00a0 Yeah.\u00a0 I can feel that.\u00a0 My thighs are apart if I stand with my feet in line with my shoulders but if I put them together?\u00a0 Fucking-a, yeah.\u00a0 I can feel them rubbing and… I make that little “Haaaaahnnn!” noise and catch myself on the edge of my end table.\u00a0 My breasts swing forward a bit.\u00a0 That’s… that’s really different.<\/p>\n
“Camera!\u00a0 Where’s my fucking camera?!”\u00a0 And why am I talking out loud to myself?\u00a0 It takes a moment for me to remember where I left my camera but I find it and then make my way to my bedroom.\u00a0 If this goes away, you can be damn sure I’m going to have photos to remember it.\u00a0 And videos.\u00a0 Also, I hate to admit it but I want to see them after.\u00a0 In case I’m imagining all of this.<\/p>\n
I’m taller and my arms and legs are different.\u00a0 I know my arms are longer because I keep hitting things with them.\u00a0 I’m used to where everything is in the house and can almost find the light switch and other stuff with my eyes closed but now I’m off a bit.\u00a0 I just seem to be taller than I remember.\u00a0 Not by a lot but enough to notice.\u00a0 The standing mirror I inherited from my mother (I never understood why she thought I should have it) is in the corner.\u00a0 I move it to the side of the bed without looking.\u00a0 I’m actually nervous.\u00a0 I almost don’t want to look at myself.\u00a0 What if I don’t see the woman?\u00a0 What if I do but I’m ugly?\u00a0 I never thought I was a particularly handsome guy so what if that translates here?<\/p>\n
I pick a spot above and to the right of the mirror while I stand back, facing it.\u00a0 I watch that spot as I feel my heart in my throat.\u00a0 It takes over a minute before I look down and into the mirror.\u00a0 All my fears are gone.<\/p>\n
I’m beautiful.<\/p>\n
That’s all I know how to describe it.\u00a0 I have a heart shaped face with shoulder length brown hair and hazel\/golden eyes.\u00a0 Curly hair.\u00a0 Why did the color change?\u00a0 I’ve always had blonde hair.\u00a0 My nose is small and cute – it fits perfectly with my face.\u00a0 Slight dimples.\u00a0 My cheeks are red – high cheekbones.\u00a0 I’d say my eyes were sparkling but that sounds overly poetic.\u00a0 Slightly tanned looking.\u00a0 Bangs?\u00a0 That’s the right word, right?\u00a0 The part above the eyes.\u00a0 My eyebrows are thin and well-trimmed with not a small hair out of place.\u00a0 Eyelashes… I get closer and see they’re long but not especially thick.\u00a0 I run my fingers through my hair, feeling the fingernails against my scalp. \u00a0Thick hair that my fingers just glide through, even with the curls.<\/p>\n
The effect is disconcerting.\u00a0 There’s a beautiful woman standing in the mirror.\u00a0 A beautiful naked woman.\u00a0 But, it’s me.\u00a0 I know it’s me.\u00a0 It’s just really confusing to look in a mirror and see someone completely different.\u00a0 Very confusing.\u00a0 I’m turned on by the woman in the mirror.\u00a0 Turned on by myself.\u00a0 Is that vain?\u00a0 It can’t be considered vain because it’s me but it’s not… fuck.\u00a0 Next up, the psyche ward.\u00a0 I break it down for myself – the woman I’ve become is hot.\u00a0 Done.\u00a0 I’m not about to start down the existential road of self-doubt.<\/p>\n
My breasts are large.\u00a0 I finally touch them and they’re slightly heavy but soft.\u00a0 I heft them, massaging them as I do.\u00a0 It feels really nice but not crazy like the nipples when they’re played with.\u00a0 Nipples that I don’t dare touch right now.\u00a0 I’m not thin.\u00a0 I look strong.\u00a0 Almost like a girl raised on a farm.\u00a0 A sexy farm girl.\u00a0 I grin at the thought and the woman grins back at me impishly.\u00a0 Now her eyes DO sparkle.\u00a0 My breath catches in my throat at the image.\u00a0 I don’t have a six pack but it doesn’t look like I have an ounce of fat on my body so my muscles show.\u00a0 I look like a larger version of an Olympic volleyball lady.\u00a0 Don’t judge me – I like women’s volleyball for the skill.\u00a0 Seriously.\u00a0 But, that same toned look with more… woman.\u00a0 My hips flare out with my ass showing slightly at the side.\u00a0 My thighs are strong and thick – like I do a lot of walking or running or something with my legs.\u00a0 The top insides of the thighs are slick from my pussy.\u00a0 I almost touch myself right then but I hold back.<\/p>\n
I have calf muscles and when I turn to look, I admire both them and my ass.\u00a0 The space between a lady’s thighs and ass is one of my favorites and this wom… I\u2026 have it.\u00a0 I bend over, grabbing the wall and look behind me, seeing the way my pussy looks between my thighs.\u00a0 Seeing the woman look back with this incredibly sexy, serious look on her face.\u00a0 I want.\u00a0 Jesus, I want it.<\/p>\n
Dammit!\u00a0 Pictures!\u00a0 I’m apparently a camera whore now.\u00a0 I take so many pictures and videos of myself – including a duck lips one (on purpose!) and ones of me on the bed, doggy-style.\u00a0 Every kind of sexy picture I can imagine.\u00a0 All without touching my pussy or nipples.\u00a0 I know what will happen when I do that.\u00a0 I know what that’ll start.\u00a0 I kill the battery with how many pictures I take but not before looking through a few of them.\u00a0 The small bit of worry I had vanishes – they’re all pictures of the woman I saw in the mirror.\u00a0 Logically, I could see how a crazy person could still imagine the pictures being fake but, seriously, that’s a lot of brain power needed to “see” the women in different positions like that.\u00a0 And, in the end, if I’m imagining it and it feels this good then they can lock me up and I won’t really care.\u00a0 It feels real to ME.<\/p>\n
The mirror gets pushed to the end of the bed and I sit at the edge facing it.\u00a0 My heart is beating so fast now.\u00a0 I can feel the wetness between my legs sticking slightly as I open my thighs.\u00a0 My pussy lips are a light brown but I can see the faint hint of pinkness inside.\u00a0 My upper body is actually rocking slightly with each heartbeat.\u00a0 I start slow – touching the bit of wetness on the thigh next to my cunt and then bringing my finger to my nose, breathing in deeply.\u00a0 I moan and close my eyes from the scent.\u00a0 My fingers automatically go to my mouth, in deep to the back of my tongue and then out as I clean myself off.\u00a0 It’s different with just the woman’s taste and no cum but still intensely erotic.\u00a0 Slightly funny to me that I have no issue tasting myself as a woman but refuse to taste my own cum as a man.\u00a0 I blush when my brain helpfully offers up memories of me cleaning cum off of my fingers the other night.<\/p>\n
Finally, I bring my fingers down to my pussy.\u00a0 It’s electric – sensitive where I touch the lips but it goes straight to the pit of my stomach.\u00a0 The lips stick for a moment as I spread them apart.\u00a0 My ass and hips wriggle at the feeling, nearly jerking.\u00a0 I’m pink and wet inside.\u00a0 Shiny.\u00a0 The feeling of my fingernails against my own pussy lips and the pressure against the engorged labia makes me twist and wriggle even more, biting my lower lip and breathing out a husky sigh.\u00a0 My left hand goes to my left tit, massaging and squeezing and rubbing.\u00a0 I can’t stop it any more.<\/p>\n
My middle finger goes into my pussy.\u00a0 So fucking wet and tight.\u00a0 Holy Jesus Fucking Christ.\u00a0 My head slams back, mouth open as I push in, feeling the sharpness of my nail dragging against the skin.\u00a0 It’s … I moan and mewl and push deep into myself, pinching my fat nipple at the same time.\u00a0 The sensations slam into my lower stomach and I collapse down onto the bed.\u00a0 I’m incredibly wet.\u00a0 Another finger joins the first and I have to push a bit to make it in.\u00a0 My hips jerk at the push and now they’re rocking against the fingers, trying to fuck them.\u00a0 As if I didn’t have control over them.\u00a0 My body is eager and needy for the feeling of … I brush something in the middle top of my pussy with my fingernail and I can’t help but gasp at it.\u00a0 Some slightly rigid bumpy piece inside my cunt.\u00a0 I find it again but my nails keep scratching before my fingers do.\u00a0 I’ve never had long nails but the woman does so I’m not used to it.\u00a0 Instead, I pull out and press the length of my fingers against my pussy and clit, the fingers partially inside.\u00a0 And then, rubbing down against the clit, I push into myself and out again.<\/p>\n
My whole body is on fire from the feelings.\u00a0 I don’t even know what I’m doing with my hand on my breast any more except that it’s adding to everything else.\u00a0 My breathing is getting ragged.\u00a0 I can’t think any more and my eyes are closed.\u00a0 I’m just one live wire with the terminal deep in my gut, pushing harder and harder until I feel like it should hurt.\u00a0 It … It should… there… what…<\/p>\n
I scream when I orgasm.\u00a0 Loudly.\u00a0 Shrieking wordlessly.\u00a0 I feel liquid gushing out of my pussy – hot and wet but my hand flies out to grab the bed sheets to futilely hold on as I jerk and buck against the orgasm, this hard wave from the pit of my stomach combined with this sharp feeling coming from my pussy… the clit?\u00a0 Like a string of firecrackers going off.\u00a0 My thighs are soaking wet and my scent fills the room strongly.\u00a0 I thrash against the sheets, drumming my feet.\u00a0 I’ve never in my life experienced an orgasm this hard.\u00a0 I can’t … I pass out from it.<\/p>\n
Briefly.\u00a0 Seconds later my eyes snap open and I’m still shaking from it.\u00a0 I touch my chest, suddenly horrified that I dreamed the whole thing but, no, I still have tits.\u00a0 Soft, large and the … that was a mistake.\u00a0 Another orgasm, smaller than the first but still hard, hits me and I’m gasping and rolling onto my side, rubbing my legs together over and over, hugging my chest and shaking from it.\u00a0 Pulling my knees to my chest into a tight little ball.<\/p>\n
“F…fuu…f… fuuu… fuck! Th… this is… this … fuck!”\u00a0 I can’t even fucking talk.\u00a0 My whole body is lighting up from the feeling of it.\u00a0 Incredible.\u00a0 Rubbing my legs together presses and rubs my pussy lips.\u00a0 I can feel how wet I am.\u00a0 My thighs are soaked.\u00a0 Oh.\u00a0 There’s a wet spot in the bed, right under me.<\/p>\n
It takes several minutes for my body to stop shaking.\u00a0 My muscles actually hurt from it;\u00a0 I feel like I’ve done 500 sit-ups all at once.\u00a0 The wet spot is huge.\u00a0 Did I squirt?\u00a0 Is that what this is?\u00a0 I’ve heard about it but I’ve never been with a woman that’s squirted.\u00a0 Should I be embarrassed?\u00a0 Is it normal?\u00a0 Wait, what the fuck is normal, anyway?\u00a0 I’m a fucking guy that turned into a woman.\u00a0 I laugh again.\u00a0 Jesus.\u00a0 This stuff… the wet spot on the bed and my thighs – it’s not thick like the stuff in my pussy – it’s more like a liquid.\u00a0 There’s a ton of it.\u00a0 Getting cold quickly so I move over a bit.\u00a0 And then taste myself with the hand that was buried in my pussy.\u00a0 And then more.\u00a0 And more.\u00a0 Always pushing my fingers in like… oh, shit.\u00a0 Yes, like I’m giving a blow job.\u00a0 That thought doesn’t make me stop or make me less turned on in any way.<\/p>\n
The whole room smells heavily of sex.\u00a0 Saturated in it.\u00a0 From my cum – squirting all over the bed and my body.\u00a0 My chest is still heaving from the orgasm and I want more.\u00a0 I have no idea how women ever leave their beds.\u00a0 Granted, it probably gets old after a while and I’m just enjoying all of these new sensations but they’re completely overwhelming.\u00a0 I don’t have to wait to get hard again.\u00a0 I know that if I just start again, I’ll have another orgasm.\u00a0 Simple as that.\u00a0 And, Jesus, I want it.<\/p>\n
So, I do.\u00a0 Over and over.\u00a0 I learn a little bit about my body and what feels good and where but I think I have a lot to learn.\u00a0 I don’t always squirt – it seems to be a specific thing and mostly when I’m playing with my clit and fingering myself at the same time.\u00a0 It’s not something I can magically make happen but it does happen some times.\u00a0 By the time I’m done, two hours have passed since I’ve come home and my pussy lips are sore from all the rubbing.\u00a0 The bed is entirely soaked in my cum and I want to just roll around in it.\u00a0 If I could move, anyway.\u00a0 I’m so exhausted from the orgasms that I decide to find a non-wet spot and curl up under the covers.\u00a0 Naked.\u00a0 Sated.\u00a0 Extraordinarily happy.\u00a0 I roll around under the blankets, rubbing my legs against each other and my hands along my smooth body.\u00a0 Everything just feels so sensitive and alive and wonderful.<\/p>\n
I hadn’t realized I fell asleep until I suddenly wake up.\u00a0 Frantic.\u00a0 Sitting up in bed, suddenly terrified that it’s all gone again.\u00a0 But, no, my breasts hang against my chest, heavy enough to notice and I can feel my pussy lips on the bed sheet.\u00a0 I wriggle against them and their soreness is mostly gone. I stretch and growl contentedly, legs out and arms up, feeling the way my tits move against my chest as I do.\u00a0 I’m feeling… hmmm… saucy?\u00a0 Sexy?\u00a0 Self-confident?\u00a0 Something is different from before.\u00a0 I want to prowl around and … and what?\u00a0 Go out?\u00a0 In what clothes?\u00a0 To do what?\u00a0 Find a woman or…?\u00a0 All I have here are my fingers.\u00a0 I could go out and buy a dildo or something and look ridiculous in my clothes (old, baggier clothes?) but that doesn’t sound appealing.\u00a0 Oh.\u00a0 I got it.<\/p>\n
Standing, I find some old pants that are short (so, I am taller!) but loose enough to not be a problem – even if my ass still stretches it.\u00a0 An old shirt works well enough but it takes me several minutes to stop staring at myself in the mirror.\u00a0 Staring at the beautiful woman in the mirror with large tits pressed against a tight shirt, nipples pressing hard against the fabric.\u00a0 I can feel the loosening inside my cunt and the liquid gathering again as I get turned on.\u00a0 I’m still not used to seeing the hot woman in the mirror as being “me” – I just see this hot lady wearing tight men’s clothing.\u00a0 And, I have to admit, I have a slight thing about seeing women in guy’s clothes.\u00a0 How backwards is that?\u00a0 A man, turned into a woman, having a kink for seeing a woman in men’s clothing?\u00a0 I grin and it’s impish and definitely cute.<\/p>\n
To the computer!\u00a0 I have a small laptop I use for Internet and movies and whatnot.\u00a0 Track pad turned off and small mouse hooked up to it because I can’t stand working a track pad.\u00a0 That turns out to be advantageous because I also suck at fingernails.\u00a0 And the keyboard feels strange with my fingers now – everything is ever so slightly off.\u00a0 The fingernails slide off of the keys so it takes me a bit to get going.<\/p>\n
Craigslist.\u00a0 Specifically the casual encounters section.\u00a0 Through my experiences on the dating side of the website, I’ve found it to be hit and miss but more miss than hit.\u00a0 Quite a lot of people I wouldn’t consider attractive.\u00a0 I have, however, browsed w4m and sometimes w4w to look at pictures and read a few profiles.\u00a0 I’ve tried NSA w4m but was hit with so many fake responses that I quickly gave up.\u00a0 Not worth the effort.\u00a0 The few that were real were very much not for me for different reasons.\u00a0 But, NSA w4w had quite a few where the ad seemed real and the women were very attractive.\u00a0 So, why not?\u00a0 Contrary to how I look, I still love pussy.\u00a0 The image of me (strangely, pictured as a man still) going down on a woman makes my insides churn and the pressure build.\u00a0 I ache slightly inside at the thought of sex.\u00a0 Hot lady sex.<\/p>\n
Casual encounters.\u00a0 Click!\u00a0 m4w, w4m, m4m, w4w, mw4mw, mw4m, mw4w… the list just goes on and on and on.\u00a0 w4w… click!\u00a0 I can usually spot the fake ads so I skip those.\u00a0 Ads with pictures first, naturally.\u00a0 I back out of a couple before finding a nice headless photo of a girl with a hot body.\u00a0 Mmmmmm… yeah.\u00a0 Definitely still into women.\u00a0 My right hand goes down to my clit while I read her profile and glance at her picture.\u00a0 I’m getting pretty good at the whole clit thing.\u00a0 Touching it bare is no good.\u00a0 Way, way too sensitive.\u00a0 But, rubbing the skin around it works really well.\u00a0 I bring my fingers to my mouth, sucking on them slowly to make them wet and then down and into my pants to play.\u00a0 I moan and wriggle against the feeling but I try to play lightly in order to focus on what I’m doing.<\/p>\n
It’s just… it’s just really hard to do.\u00a0 With my fingers there and imagining another woman’s touch on me, sucking on my nipples – god, what would that feel like?\u00a0 Having someone else sucking on my tits?\u00a0 Going to my hands and knees to lift her hips, tasting her pussy and feeling my own wetness.\u00a0 Feeling hands on my hips and a dick… wait.\u00a0 No, that’s not me.\u00a0 I’m superimposing myself as a man into the scene again.\u00a0 Mentally seeing a woman on her hands and knees and seeing myself taking her from behind.\u00a0 But I’m the woman, too.\u00a0 And the man… he’s faceless, generic.\u00a0 It’s not actually me.\u00a0 No, but I’m going down on the woman.\u00a0 Not thinking of the man pressing his thick cock against my wet cunt.\u00a0 My breath is ragged as the image hits me.<\/p>\n
“Haaah… haaaah…. haaaaahnnnn…” I’m squeezing my thighs against my hand as I push and rub against my clit.\u00a0 The other woman is gone.\u00a0 All I’m seeing is the lady (me) on her hands and knees, head down, ass up while the man pressess into her (me).\u00a0 Hands around her (my) ass, plump but strong with muscle underneath.\u00a0 Feeling those hands on my hips and the dick pressing into me – is it like my fingers?\u00a0 What would it be like?\u00a0 To feel it but not see it?\u00a0 To have my head buried in the bed while my cunt is filled with a hard dick?\u00a0 I’ve never fucked a woman without seeing her.\u00a0 Whether she’s on her back, knees, stomach or on top, I can always see her.\u00a0 What would it be like to be the one on my stomach, feeling the pounding and the hands but not seeing it.\u00a0 Not being in control of anything.\u00a0 Just at the mercy of the man fucking me hard.\u00a0 Oh god.\u00a0 Oh god.\u00a0 Yes.\u00a0 Yesssss… Fucking yes!\u00a0 The orgasm is sharp and hard, smaller than the others but I still squirt a little, soaking the pants that are down around my thighs.<\/p>\n
I only just now realize I masturbated to the thought of a guy fucking me from behind.\u00a0 A growl rises from my throat.\u00a0 Not in anger.\u00a0 In need.\u00a0 The thought of being mounted like a bitch.\u00a0 I’ve done that mentally to other women – sometimes picturing them changing under me as I fuck them doggy-style.\u00a0 Mentally thinking of it like me mounting a she-wolf.\u00a0 Part of the whole werewolf fetish.\u00a0 Not often but sometimes I feel the desire to do it.\u00a0 To picture fur sprouting from their back and all of that.\u00a0 Usually when I’m close to an orgasm but it’s just not happening and I need to cum.<\/p>\n
Now I’m that wolf.\u00a0 Now I’m the one on my hands and knees.\u00a0 The ache is hard and deep.\u00a0 I can smell my wetness so strongly.\u00a0 I want it.\u00a0 Another growl, rumbling in my throat and my fingernails dig into the flesh of my thigh.\u00a0 Hard.\u00a0 It feels good.\u00a0 The pain mixes with the orgasm, sending different signals that make me twitch slightly.\u00a0 In a good way.<\/p>\n
Back.\u00a0 Clicking back.\u00a0 I hesitate over m4w.\u00a0 Thinking about it.\u00a0 Yes.\u00a0 I’m a woman.\u00a0 I don’t have to touch his dick.\u00a0 He’s just a dildo.\u00a0 Something to fuck me.\u00a0 I can control the situation and restrict what he does.\u00a0 I don’t need to suck his dick.\u00a0 But, why not throw a woman into the mix?\u00a0 I’d be more comfortable.\u00a0 I could start with her and then when I’m feeling ready, bring the guy into it.\u00a0 Or, not.\u00a0 I could tell him to sit it out and just have fun with the lady.\u00a0 I’m feeling arrogant.\u00a0 Confident.\u00a0 Ready for a fight for some reason.<\/p>\n
Fuck browsing and responding.\u00a0 Let them come to me.\u00a0 I find my camera and pop the SD card into my laptop.\u00a0 And then I masturbate more as I look through all the pictures.\u00a0 All right.\u00a0 So.\u00a0 I’m possibly egotistical saying this but I’m fucking hot.\u00a0 I pick two pictures, crop them to hide my face and then work up a simple ad.\u00a0 Looking for a guy or gal, 18 to 30, in really good shape, no picture, no response, the guy needs to have an 8+ inch dick (just in case I decide to go for it, why not something big?), need it to happen tonight and the guy needs to be straight.\u00a0 Huh.\u00a0 Why did I add that second part?\u00a0 Possibly because I still feel weird about the whole guy thing?\u00a0 I’m a woman.\u00a0 Right now.\u00a0 Still… I can’t shake it.\u00a0 Although my finger hovers over the backspace key for a decent amount of time, I decide to leave it in.<\/p>\n
Submit.\u00a0 Done.\u00a0 Now to wait.\u00a0 I’ll clean up a bit and go from there.\u00a0 I shower and masturbate more.\u00a0 I can’t help it.\u00a0 Soapy boobies.\u00a0 Fabulous large soapy boobies.\u00a0 And running soapy hands along my ass feels amazing.\u00a0 I’m extremely soft and smooth and wonderful.\u00a0 Basically everything feels incredible and sensitive.\u00a0 I have to rush out when the very last bit of hot water vanishes.\u00a0 The hair is kind of a pain in the ass to dry.\u00a0 Even rubbing it with the towel over and over doesn’t dry it all.\u00a0 Is it normal for some hair to come out?\u00a0 Not a lot but a few strands here and there.\u00a0 Has to be normal, yeah?\u00a0 Some in the bath tub, too.<\/p>\n
I have 50 emails waiting for me.\u00a0 50.\u00a0 In less than an hour.\u00a0 Holy shit.\u00a0 I sit, feeling my thick, wet hair on my naked shoulders.\u00a0 Ah.\u00a0 I see.\u00a0 Most guys are assholes.\u00a0 And quite a few of them are just single guys trying to get a piece.\u00a0 Fucking men.\u00a0 I tell off a few before another email rolls in telling me my ad has been flagged.\u00a0 Fuckers.\u00a0 It’s okay – I have a few decent sounding ones that I can answer.\u00a0 A little bit of back and forth with them to make sure they’re real.\u00a0 I’ve got three possibilities that make my initial naive cut and now I just need to tell them to come over one at a time.\u00a0 I’m nervous.\u00a0 My palms are sweating.\u00a0 I can do this.\u00a0 I can totally do this.\u00a0 How?\u00a0 Shit.\u00a0 I already told the first couple to come over.\u00a0 How am I going to do it?\u00a0 Shit shit.\u00a0 My mind is completely blank and unhelpful.\u00a0 I try to come up with a strategy but nothing is working.<\/p>\n
My heart nearly stops when the doorbell rings.\u00a0 I can’t do it.\u00a0 I can’t.\u00a0 Why the hell did I give these people my address?\u00a0 What in the world was I thinking?\u00a0 Oh Jesus.\u00a0 The doorbell rings again and I almost hide.\u00a0 Almost.\u00a0 But, I’m not that type of guy.\u00a0 Girl.\u00a0 Guy.\u00a0 Still a guy.\u00a0 Kind of.\u00a0 What if I sound like a man?\u00a0 Aw crap.\u00a0 I never listened to any of the videos I took of myself.\u00a0 Oh sweet Jesus.\u00a0 I have to force myself to open the door.\u00a0 Immediately, I see that they lied about their weight.\u00a0 Both of them.\u00a0 The man more so than the lady.\u00a0 And he’s older.\u00a0 The lady is still attractive but my kneejerk reaction is ‘no’ and not just because I’m nervous as fuck.<\/p>\n
The guy is all big smiles as he puts out his hand.\u00a0 “Hi!”\u00a0 I look at it.\u00a0 His hand.\u00a0 His developing beer guy that certainly wasn’t in the photo.\u00a0 The lady’s cleavage.\u00a0 The beer gut.<\/p>\n
“No.\u00a0 And please use up-to-date pictures for the next woman.”\u00a0 I close the door while the guy sputters.\u00a0 His woman yells out a loud “FUCK YOU, BITCH!” before they stomp off. I peek through the curtains to make sure they don’t do anything stupid.<\/p>\n
And so it goes.\u00a0 The next one is the same but they’re both way older and they look high.\u00a0 The third actually makes it in my house because they look like their pictures.\u00a0 When the man immediately goes for a kiss and a grab without much of an introduction, my reaction is interesting.\u00a0 I growl, step back and tell him to back the fuck up.\u00a0 Literally, the words just come out of my mouth: “Back the fuck up.”\u00a0 In an angry tone.\u00a0 I feel a cold, angry sweat and the small hairs on the back of my neck are up.\u00a0 The guy does as he’s told and his eyes are wide.\u00a0 The lady is watching from the side as if she doesn’t know what to make of it.<\/p>\n
I’m angry.\u00a0 Ever have one of those days where you didn’t get enough sleep or something is just off and so your logical brain is sitting there processing but everything is seen through a filter of anger?\u00a0 Little things that normally wouldn’t bother you start to irritate and you snap at people?\u00a0 It’s starting to feel like that.\u00a0 I’m almost a third party to my anger – watching from the side as I react to the situation.\u00a0 Two people have lied to me already.\u00a0 These two actually look like their photos but I think I made a mistake with the guy.\u00a0 He’s a jock type and now THAT is pissing me off.\u00a0 I was never friends with jocks.<\/p>\n
“Strip.” I growl.\u00a0 I’m not smiling.\u00a0 I’m pretty pissed.\u00a0 “Let me see it.\u00a0 I’ve had two people stop by before you two and they lied about stuff.\u00a0 Here you are and, failed groping aside, you’re as advertised.\u00a0 Now prove the other part.\u00a0 Strip and get hard.”\u00a0 I cross my arms on my chest, feeling the way the bottom of my tits press on me.\u00a0 I don’t care.\u00a0 The man cares.\u00a0 He stares and he’s hungry for me.\u00a0 Right now I’d welcome it.\u00a0 I want to fight.\u00a0 That odd confidence and sauciness is back and I would fight back.<\/p>\n
“Come on baby…”\u00a0 He starts.\u00a0 I hold up a hand.<\/p>\n
“I’m not your baby.\u00a0 Strip or get the fuck out.”\u00a0 Now I’m tapping my foot and watching.\u00a0 He does.\u00a0 Uncut, small.\u00a0 That’s okay.\u00a0 I’m cir… I was circumcised.\u00a0 Still am circumcised?\u00a0 But I’m small unless I’m excited.\u00a0 I know how it goes.\u00a0 Grow-er rather than a show-er.\u00a0 He looks down and starts playing with himself.\u00a0 What a funny thing to watch.\u00a0 I can’t even say why it’s funny.\u00a0 And not in a humorous way but in the sense that I don’t like this man and I’m not even sure why I haven’t kicked him to the curb yet.\u00a0 I feel like laughing in his face.\u00a0 It’s pathetic.<\/p>\n
He’s hard.\u00a0 But not 8 inches.\u00a0 Not 7.\u00a0 Or 6. \u00a05.\u00a0 Maybe 5.\u00a0 If I were to guess.\u00a0 As a man, I was bigger than him.\u00a0 He’s thicker than I was but so what?\u00a0 Not that much thicker.\u00a0 I look over at the lady and she shrugs back at me.\u00a0 Huh.\u00a0 She doesn’t even look like she wants to be here.\u00a0 Why didn’t I notice that?\u00a0 From the beginning she didn’t look like she was happy here.<\/p>\n
“Is that it?”\u00a0 I ask.\u00a0 He starts to answer but I glare at him.\u00a0 “I’m asking her.\u00a0 Is that it?”\u00a0 She just nods and I catch a small glimpse of something.\u00a0 Sadness?\u00a0 Fuck.\u00a0 “Just go.\u00a0 Put on your pants and go.\u00a0 Hey.\u00a0 And maybe you want to talk to your lady friend here about what you’re doing or re-examine things because if she’s not happy, it’s not right.”<\/p>\n
The man still has his dick in his hand.\u00a0 “Aww, seriously?!\u00a0 It doesn’t matter what fucking si – ”<\/p>\n
I take a step and the growl is back.\u00a0 My hands are clenching and unclenching at my sides and I would guess I have a mean glint in my eye.\u00a0 “Get the fuck out of my house before I hurt you.”\u00a0 My voice is pitched low and harsh.<\/p>\n
They go.<\/p>\n
I sit at the computer and sigh.\u00a0 I almost give up.\u00a0 Almost right then and there.\u00a0 My heart is racing from the anger.\u00a0 At the man.\u00a0 At him dragging the lady along.\u00a0 At him lying about his size.\u00a0 Almost, I give up.\u00a0 But… but what if this is it?\u00a0 What if it’s gone again when I wake up?\u00a0 Only permanently this time?\u00a0 I have videos and pictures and whatnot but what if it’s all gone and all I’ve done is masturbate?\u00a0 Okay, granted, that was mind blowing with the multiple orgasms but… but… I had just convinced myself that I might be able to deal with actual sex.\u00a0 With a man.\u00a0 With a man’s penis.<\/p>\n
Fuck.<\/p>\n
Back into my profile to repost and make a simple change:\u00a0 “Take a picture of your dick next to a ruler and hold up a piece of paper with today’s date when you send the photo of you two together.”\u00a0 It’s greedy and demanding but I don’t want to waste any more time because it’s already getting late.\u00a0 I eat while I wait for emails.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ramen noodles and some liquid courage.\u00a0 My nails scrape hard against the glass while I drink and rest with my eyes closed.<\/p>\n
Fifteen emails and one telling me my profile was flagged yet again.\u00a0 That’s whatever.\u00a0 I don’t care.\u00a0 Either one of these fifteen will work or I WILL give up and just masturbate until I die of orgasmic heart attack.\u00a0 Or whatever happens to bad little girls when they play with themselves too much.\u00a0 Hairy palms?\u00a0 Hah!<\/p>\n
No.\u00a0 No.\u00a0 Oh hell no.\u00a0 No.\u00a0 Oh, hmmm… The fifth couple has potential.\u00a0 The man is slightly older – early thirties perhaps.\u00a0 He has a good, easy smile and a little tiny bit of gray at the temples.\u00a0 He looks relaxed and confident.\u00a0 And why the hell are my eyes drawn down to his pants??\u00a0 The lady is younger, I’d guess at 25 or 26 but I’m bad at guessing ages.\u00a0 She’s slim with a cute looking little butt and maybe c-cup breasts?\u00a0 She looks happy.\u00a0 They’re the first couple that hasn’t sent a naked picture with their email.\u00a0 Their description is bare but decent – the guy is a trial lawyer and successful so they like to keep things somewhat private.\u00a0 Oh, it’s the wife writing.\u00a0 That’s a new one.\u00a0 I can even tell by the subtle differences in tone that it actually is her.\u00a0 She’s bisexual and they’ve been looking around for a woman to play with but no luck so far.\u00a0 Tons of fake replies and ladies ditching them.\u00a0 They like to relax with board games and cards and going out to hike every now and again.\u00a0 Both are avid cyclists.\u00a0 She says her husband is very dominant, very secure in his manhood and very straight.\u00a0 No problems with gay or bi men but no interest at all in the male anatomy.\u00a0 And, while dominant, not an asshole.\u00a0 That’s a plus.\u00a0 She’s submissive but I could’ve figured that.<\/p>\n
They think I look incredibly sexy.\u00a0 Why does that make me blush and be all shy.\u00a0 Dammit.\u00a0 I type out a quick reply reminding them about my criteria for dick size.\u00a0 And then I wait.\u00a0 It’s a good sign when I get a response in just 5 minutes and I like it.\u00a0 The lady writes: “I had to sit on his face until he couldn’t breathe but he got hard and I got off so here’s your pic!”\u00a0 Just shy of nine inches.\u00a0 And thick.\u00a0 Impressive.\u00a0 Really impressive.\u00a0 I feel things move around and I squirm against the sudden wetness.\u00a0 Fuck you, vagina.\u00a0 Look at the girl, too.\u00a0 She… hahaha!\u00a0 She reminds me of a playful sea otter for some reason – even her body shape.\u00a0 Long, skinny and playful.\u00a0 And her red hair is a definite plus.\u00a0 White skinned and a spray of freckles along her nose and cheeks.\u00a0 But, my eyes are drawn back to the picture of the dick.\u00a0 Another uncut one.\u00a0 I’m rubbing the tongue against the top of my mouth and I have no idea why.\u00a0 My hand is itching to touch my pussy.\u00a0 I don’t.<\/p>\n
My response is typed out with my address and a very firm warning that if they’re lying about how they look then I’ll be very sad and angry.\u00a0 The thought of the last couple has me dragging my nails along the little wooden desktop where I keep my laptop.\u00a0 I don’t notice the little curls of wood being peeled away as I scrape.<\/p>\n
I’m oddly energetic when the doorbell rings this time.\u00a0 Hopeful.\u00a0 They seem nice.\u00a0 I… umm… I bounce my way to the door.\u00a0 A quick look through the peephole shows me that from a fish-eye view, they look like their picture.\u00a0 So, there’s the first test passed.\u00a0 Probably.\u00a0 I unlock and open the door.\u00a0 A small second step – they don’t try to walk in.\u00a0 Both stand respectfully at the top step.\u00a0 The lady (Elaine but “Lana” to her friends, her email said) is grinning behind her guy.\u00a0 Grinning and watching me shyly.\u00a0 I can’t help but smile back at her.\u00a0 The guy (Stephen) has his hands behind his back and is looking hopeful but respectful.<\/p>\n
I break the ice.\u00a0 “Hi!”\u00a0 I tell them.\u00a0 So far, so good.\u00a0 Now Stephen smiles.<\/p>\n
“Hey there.”\u00a0 His voice is slightly rough and deep and it does something to my lower belly.\u00a0 Something that makes me want to squirm.\u00a0 I ignore it.\u00a0 Except, seriously?\u00a0 Is this a lady thing or…?\u00a0 No, no.\u00a0 I’ve gotten hard listening to a sultry lady’s voice when combined with a sexy body.\u00a0 Elaine is nearly beaming and bouncing on her toes.\u00a0 She chirps out a “Hello!” as I wave them in.<\/p>\n
Yeah.\u00a0 They’re both as advertised physically.\u00a0 He’s got blue jeans and a t-shirt on and a good physique.\u00a0 Tight clothes.\u00a0 Rugged with a good solid jaw.\u00a0 I keep seeing his bulge out of the corner of my eye and it’s making me wet.\u00a0 I can’t help it.\u00a0 It’s stupid and ridiculous and embarrassing but I don’t exactly have control over it.\u00a0 I tell myself I’m just along for the ride in this lady’s body and that makes me feel a little better.\u00a0 Elaine is hot.\u00a0 She’s done up subtly.\u00a0 No huge amounts of makeup and I appreciate that.\u00a0 I’ve never liked caked on fakeness on women because, usually, when you take the makeup off they look like they are dead.\u00a0 She’s got a cute top on that shows off her modest cleavage.\u00a0 With a bra.\u00a0 Her skirt is a pale pink color and ends above the knees.\u00a0 She’s got thin but shapely legs.<\/p>\n
They both look around a little when they’re inside.\u00a0 Stephen is roughly my height, possibly half an inch more.\u00a0 Elaine is probably 5’5″ or a little less.\u00a0 She’s got a nice firm body beneath her clothes.\u00a0 She’s making me wet, too.\u00a0 Thank god.\u00a0 Funny – I almost think I can smell her.\u00a0 I know my own smell by now but there’s another cloying scent in the air that’s completely a pussy smell.\u00a0 It makes me grin in a certain way and flare my nostrils.<\/p>\n
Stephen looks over to me from beside the door.\u00a0 “So…”\u00a0 He’s nervous.\u00a0 That’s a new one.\u00a0 I can tell by his stance and the very slight tone of voice that he really wants me but he doesn’t want to push it.\u00a0 And, side note, it really is a nice voice.<\/p>\n
I consider them.\u00a0 Stephen, his crotch, his five o’clock shadow and easy grin.\u00a0 Elaine – bouncy, mischievous and radiating this quiet sexuality.\u00a0 Back to Stephen.\u00a0 His eyes, not his crotch.\u00a0 “So, you pass the first test since you both look like your pictures.\u00a0 I guess just the other test now.”<\/p>\n
He looks confused for a moment.\u00a0 “The other…?\u00a0 Oh.\u00a0 Right.\u00a0 The di… penis size.\u00a0 Right.\u00a0 Should I… do you want me to take it out and show you or…?”\u00a0 He has his hand on his zipper and I look down to his crotch again.\u00a0 Yes, my mind tells me.\u00a0 Yes.\u00a0 His penis.\u00a0 In you.\u00a0 Come onnnnnnn…\u00a0 I shrug it off.\u00a0 I’ve already noted how much of an asshole my brain is sometimes.<\/p>\n
I look over at Elaine.\u00a0 “No,” I tell him.\u00a0 “Let’s try something different.”\u00a0 And then, I just walk over to Elaine and wrap my arms around her.\u00a0 She freezes for a half second but then relaxes into me.\u00a0 I bite her neck gently and she moans in my ear, her breath hot against me.\u00a0 There’s that smell again.\u00a0 It’s turning me on.\u00a0 A hint of pussy that isn’t mine.\u00a0 I growl, backing her into the wall, taking her cheek in my hand to kiss her.\u00a0 Hard and deep.\u00a0 She kisses back and I feel her hands on me, moving and massaging.\u00a0 Her modest breasts are against my larger ones, her bra pressing hard against me as she squeezes and pulls me to her.\u00a0 I break off the kiss to look back at Stephen.\u00a0 Elaine nuzzles my shoulder as I tell him to strip.\u00a0 “Then we’ll see if you’re telling the truth about your dick.”<\/p>\n
Back to Elaine.\u00a0 My hands find her ass and I’m squeezing it, kneading it through her skirt as I bite her neck and throat.\u00a0 Pulling up the fabric to get to her warm skin beneath.\u00a0 She’s twisting and groaning against me.\u00a0 I hear clothes dropping but I focus on the woman in front of me.\u00a0 Pulling off her shirt now to claw down her sides.\u00a0 She gasps and giggles.\u00a0 Then to her bra, trying to work the latches off but my fingernails are long and I’m still not used to the finger’s length.\u00a0 I’m growling slightly as I struggle.\u00a0 “Just…” she starts but I tug and break the strap.\u00a0 “Sorry.”\u00a0 I mutter as I pull it off.\u00a0 She gulps several times before managing a quiet “It’s okay.”\u00a0 She does her own zipper on the side of her skirt and lets it fall.\u00a0 Cute little plain white panties with a small black bow centered at the top.\u00a0 The smell increases.\u00a0 So it was her.\u00a0 Does she always smell that strong?\u00a0 It seems like it’d be a problem.\u00a0 Not that it’s a bad smell – it’s just… really noticeable.\u00a0 I kiss her again and turn.<\/p>\n
Stephen is naked and has his dick in his hands.\u00a0 Yup.\u00a0 He didn’t lie about that either.\u00a0 I growl again and almost go to him.\u00a0 Whether to look closely, take it in my hands or in my mouth or something else, I dunno.\u00a0 But he’s hard and it looks huge.\u00a0 The foreskin is pulled back and it looks… Jesus.\u00a0 What?\u00a0 Like a pretty dick?\u00a0 A handsome dick?\u00a0 It has a slight curve (mine was straight) and not all weird looking.\u00a0 That’s… that’ll do.\u00a0 If I decide to do anything with it, that is.<\/p>\n
Elaine whines slight when I pull away.\u00a0 “Okay, deal.”\u00a0 I tell them.\u00a0 “But, I’ll start with Elaine and then, when I’m ready, I’ll tell you and you can come into it.\u00a0 Good.”\u00a0 He doesn’t say anything.\u00a0 Just nods his head.\u00a0 His eyes are smoldering and he’s locked onto my tits.\u00a0 I’d lie if I said it wasn’t turning me on.\u00a0 The way he was watching me.\u00a0 Wanting me.<\/p>\n
When I look back, Elaine is completely naked.\u00a0 She’s neatly trimmed and leaning back against the wall with her legs open, massaging her own small tits.\u00a0 I go to my knees between her legs.\u00a0 Her scent is strong and I rub myself against her pussy.\u00a0 Nuzzling it, feeling how wet she is and getting her wetness all over my chin, nose, cheeks and mouth.\u00a0 I grab her waist and then down to her ass, fingers digging in between her ass cheeks as I gently bite her clit.\u00a0 She gasps above me and then I feel her hand in my hair, clenching and stroking me.\u00a0 I ignore her, feeling the vibration in my throat as I feast on her wet cunt, licking between her pussy lips and then gently around the skin of her clit.\u00a0 Now I’m holding her up because her legs are threatening to buckle.\u00a0 She’s so light.\u00a0 And tastes so goddamned good.\u00a0 I reach my hands around from between her thighs to open her pussy to my mouth with my thumbs.\u00a0 I don’t notice that my nails have a slight point to them and are no longer translucent.\u00a0 Darkening to black.\u00a0 I push my tongue into her, licking the inside of her pussy while my top teeth rub against her clit.\u00a0 She’s so slick and wet and hot.\u00a0 I feel her pussy clench inside her and then she’s cumming.\u00a0 No squirting but I can feel her orgasm hit her.\u00a0 I smile at the knowledge.\u00a0 A secret thing I share with her – knowing what it’s like.\u00a0 Well, what it’s like as a woman.\u00a0 Soon I’ll know what it’s like for someone else to give me an orgasm.<\/p>\n
I stand and kiss her.\u00a0 She’s eager and greedy, tasting herself on my lips and tongue before I feel her hands going down to the bottom of my shirt, tugging up.\u00a0 I let her pull my shirt off, feeling my breasts relax against the lack of constriction.\u00a0 Now it’s her turn to go to her knees as she unzips my pants.\u00a0 I’m stupidly nervous.\u00a0 What if my pussy isn’t there anymore?\u00a0 Completely dumb.\u00a0 I can FEEL it there but there’s still that quick little self-doubt.\u00a0 She has to pull hard to get my pants off around my ass and then she’s hugging me, face to my crotch, hands around me, grabbing my ass.\u00a0 Now it’s my turn to moan.\u00a0 A small one.\u00a0 Quietly.\u00a0 Feeling someone grabbing my ass, their hot breath on my clit?\u00a0 It’s… It’s not bad at all.\u00a0 I could deal with this sensation.<\/p>\n
When Stephen’s slightly calloused hand touches my shoulder, I freeze.\u00a0 Deer in head light.\u00a0 “No.”\u00a0 I gasp.\u00a0 “Not yet.\u00a0 Just… no.\u00a0 Not yet.”\u00a0 He grips my shoulder and then trails a finger down my spine as he backs away.\u00a0 I shiver and close my eyes against the feeling.\u00a0 Stupid.\u00a0 Stupid.\u00a0 Stupid.\u00a0 I can feel the extra wetness gathering in my pussy from just his touch.\u00a0 And… SHIT.\u00a0 Elaine’s mouth is on my pussy and I barely have time to stumble against the wall before the sudden intensity hits me hard.\u00a0 She’s rubbing my clit with her tongue and my brain just fizzles.\u00a0 There’s this concentrated feeling right fucking there and it’s almost too much to bear but it feels indescribably good.\u00a0 I’m probably making all kinds of dirty girly sounds but I wouldn’t know since my brain is dead.\u00a0 D-E-D.\u00a0 Dead.\u00a0 Only when she moves down to my pussy lips do I realize I’m gasping out “Yes.\u00a0 Oh yes.\u00a0 Yesssss…” over and over as she sucks at my wet cunt.\u00a0 Great.\u00a0 I sound like a retarded porn star when my brain is off.\u00a0 Fabulous.\u00a0 Her mouth is so warm and her tongue is just working me over.\u00a0 That familiar pressure is building in the pit of my stomach again and I’m babbling as she opens MY pussy to taste the inside of me.\u00a0 My world goes white when her thumb presses gently against my clit.\u00a0 I probably scream or embarrass myself horribly when I finally cum.\u00a0 I have no idea.\u00a0 I can’t even see properly.\u00a0 I’m pretty sure I … yup, I squirted.\u00a0 Should I be ashamed?\u00a0 Embarrassed?\u00a0 I don’t have a lot of experience with women but having had none of THEM squirt… I can feel Elaine between my legs still, trying to hold me up but I’m too heavy.\u00a0 I almost fall.<\/p>\n
Stephen catches me.\u00a0 He’s strong.\u00a0 I only know he’s there because I still feel Elaine on my pussy and she can’t be there and at my si… Oh.\u00a0 His dick.\u00a0 It’s on my hip.\u00a0 Yup.\u00a0 That’s a penis.\u00a0 Throbbing.\u00a0 On me.\u00a0 Turning me on.\u00a0 Fucking vagina.\u00a0 He has his arms around my chest, against my tits.\u00a0 The slight bit of hair on his arms are tickling my nipples.\u00a0 I don’t even know how I can notice that.\u00a0 He’s warm.\u00a0 I almost wish Elaine would stop so I could concentrate on this other stuff happening with Stephen.<\/p>\n
And then, he kisses me.\u00a0 Gently but firmly.\u00a0 I’m not expecting it.\u00a0 I could stop him.\u00a0 I could push him away.\u00a0 I could.\u00a0 I don’t.\u00a0 My mouth opens to him.\u00a0 It’s not exactly that my brain is fuzzy so I can’t exactly use that as an excuse.\u00a0 Not exactly.\u00a0 My brain is kind of fuzzy around the edges.\u00a0 But… I want him.\u00a0 And a kiss is just a kiss.\u00a0 And this body is female.\u00a0 He’s a good kisser.\u00a0 Although, hah, it’s kind of a fight since we’re both pressing, taking the lead, aggressively working our tongues against each other. \u00a0I’m growling slightly.\u00a0 His arms are squeezing against me but now a hand (his left?) moves down to my ass, squeezing hard.\u00a0 I sigh and moan and mewl and push into him and all kinds of other things because then his other hand finds a nipple and squeezes.\u00a0 Still kissing him, still feeling his hands on me.\u00a0 Feeling how wet I am and how amazing Elaine’s mouth feels on my pussy.\u00a0 And then his arms are around me again, holding tight, because I’m cumming.\u00a0 He stumbles against my weight as I go limp but he doesn’t drop me.\u00a0 He grunts from the effort of it.\u00a0 Fuck you.\u00a0 I’m not that heavy.<\/p>\n
I feel flesh beneath my fingers.\u00a0 Beneath my nails.\u00a0 I’m clawing his back.\u00a0 Still kissing him.\u00a0 Deeply.\u00a0 Passionately.\u00a0 And then there’s a wet sucking at a nipple.\u00a0 Elaine.\u00a0 Jesus, yes.\u00a0 Lightning bolts down to my fucking crotch.\u00a0 Barely recovering from my orgasm but wanting more and more.<\/p>\n
“The… the bed…” I manage to say.\u00a0 We stumble to the bedroom.\u00a0 Okay.\u00a0 I stumble.\u00a0 Elaine mostly does all right and Stephen, damn him, just walks.\u00a0 I put Elaine on the bed and lay her down.\u00a0 She pulls her legs up and lifts her hips up to me but then turns over to her hands and knees, ass in the air, pussy glistening in the light.\u00a0 Offering herself to me.\u00a0 I go down on her again, two fingers in her tight little pussy, pressing down against where the one spot is in my pussy.\u00a0 She’s very wet and apparently the same spot works on her.\u00a0 She’s nearly screaming and pushing back on my fingers.\u00a0 My mouth goes to her clit and I’m gently pushing it around as I rub the top of her pussy from the inside.\u00a0 Her hips grind harder and harder against me.\u00a0 Her hairy pussy is full of her scent, the long pubic hair around my nose.\u00a0 I’m growling into her pussy as I suck her lips into my mouth, nipping at her clit, fingering her hard.\u00a0 She growls back.\u00a0 It’s a cute little growl but definitely that.\u00a0 Definitely a little rumbling in her throat.\u00a0 Her nails are cutting into my bed sheets, ripping them slightly.\u00a0 When she looks back at me briefly, her eyes are glazed as if she isn’t sure where she is and what she’s doing but she’s pushing hard against me.\u00a0 She almost looks heavily drunk.\u00a0 I get bits of her pussy hair in my teeth as I lick her.\u00a0 Something is different but I can’t notice.\u00a0 My body feels hot and heavy and I’m kneading her ass and lower back with my free hand as I growl into her cunt.\u00a0 I don’t notice the trails of blood as my claws dig in.<\/p>\n
Stephen grabs my ass in his hands and pulls the cheeks apart.\u00a0 I barely have any warning as he shoves his face between my ass, nose and mouth against my sopping wet pussy.\u00a0 He’s not gentle now.\u00a0 I can barely concentrate on Elaine’s pussy in front of me.\u00a0 Jesus.\u00a0 It’s amazing.\u00a0 The roughness.\u00a0 Just feeling it against me.\u00a0\u00a0 Not being in control even to this little degree.\u00a0 My whole body is trembling from it.\u00a0 From the aggression of the man behind me, sucking on my clit and lips, pushing his tongue into me.\u00a0 His scratchy beard on my sensitive cunt.\u00a0 I want more.\u00a0 I want all of it.\u00a0 I crawl onto the bed, pushing Elaine back as I go to my hands and knees.\u00a0 I look back at Stephen.\u00a0 I should notice the difference.\u00a0 How his eyes look confused.\u00a0 His five o’clock shadow closer to a beard now.\u00a0 His ears very, very slightly tipped and longer.\u00a0 His forearms are more hairy and his chest (previously smooth) has a line of hair running down the middle.\u00a0 He pulls back and fumbles for the condom he brought with him.\u00a0 Looks at it, turning it in his hands.\u00a0 Confused.\u00a0 Stupid.\u00a0 His dick is huge looking from here and the skin around it is thicker than I remember.\u00a0 The tip is different.\u00a0 Almost pointed.\u00a0 It’s dotted with a trail of pre-cum and I can almost imagine the smell of it from where I am.\u00a0 My mouth waters.\u00a0 I FUCKING WANT.\u00a0 He’s taking too goddamned long to mount me.\u00a0 I’m seconds away from slamming him to the ground and riding him but I want this first.\u00a0 This first time.\u00a0 On my hands and knees.\u00a0 Why?\u00a0 Goddammit.\u00a0 There’s a buzz in my brain and my body feels too hot and ache-y.\u00a0 I need it.\u00a0 I need it in me.<\/p>\n
I reach around with my hands, pulling myself open to him, my scent flooding the room.\u00a0 Elaine bucks, cumming as her claws rip my blanket to shreds.\u00a0 A thin line of fur is growing from her pussy up her lower stomach.<\/p>\n
“Now.\u00a0 Do it.\u00a0 Now.”\u00a0 I can’t make words.\u00a0 I think I’m drooling.\u00a0\u00a0 My mouth feels funny.\u00a0 I can’t think straight.<\/p>\n
Apparently, neither can Stephen.\u00a0 He’s still turning the condom packet over and over as if he’s just discovered it for the first time.\u00a0 “But… but… the … the thing… the … you know…”\u00a0 His canine teeth are sharper than they should be.\u00a0 Slightly longer.<\/p>\n
I push my ass against him, rubbing my wet pussy against the length of his dick.\u00a0 He roars and drops the condom to grab the back of my neck.\u00a0 He tries to push my head down but I’m stronger and I glare back at him.\u00a0 “NO.”\u00a0 I say.\u00a0 Angry.\u00a0 He almost whimpers but releases me immediately, grabbing my ass with both hands.\u00a0 I push back again.\u00a0 “In.”\u00a0 I tell him.\u00a0 “Inside.”\u00a0 I’m burning up.\u00a0 My pussy is a furnace, needing his dick in me.\u00a0 The pit of my stomach is molten lava.\u00a0 I’m going to fucking hurt him if he’s not…<\/p>\n
FHOSYT(S*GY*(SHDUHDU !!!!<\/p>\n
He finally remembers to hold himself as he pushes into me and we’re both roaring from it.\u00a0 Elaine has gone to her stomach, furry pussy pushing against my mouth in the hopes that I’ll pleasure her.\u00a0 I can’t… I can’t…\u00a0 Her small back is dotted with sweat and I can see her skin moving as muscles push and pull and grow.\u00a0 I can’t… Stephen’s dick is in me and I’ve never felt anything like it in my entire life.\u00a0 I can’t remember him pushing into me.\u00a0 Spreading me open with it.\u00a0 It just happened.\u00a0 I want to remember.\u00a0 I want to remember it all but I can’t.\u00a0 I can feel his claws digging sharply into my flesh.\u00a0 I can. OH FUCKING JESUS CHRIST ON A STICK he’s slamming into me and it’s hitting something deep inside and it fucking hurts but it also feels amazing and my ears are roaring or I’m roaring and my face is burning and what the fuck is he hitting and why does it feel so goddamned amazing?!\u00a0 He’s pounding and I can’t even think straight except to push back hard against him, growling and grunting and mewling and clawing at my bed, taking out chunks of the mattress as I do it.\u00a0 Wanting him deeper and deeper and harder.\u00a0 I’m quickly learning to angle my hips in just the right way to make him hit what I want.\u00a0 I growl and snap at him as he tries to grab the back of my neck again.\u00a0 No fucking way.\u00a0 I’m not his sub.\u00a0 No fucking way.\u00a0 He lets go almost immediately.<\/p>\n
Ow.\u00a0 Shit.\u00a0 Fuck.\u00a0 Fuck.\u00a0 Yessssss.\u00a0 Fucking yes.\u00a0 Fu… fuck… now when he’s pushing into me, the base of his dick is suddenly slamming my pussy open.\u00a0 The base of his dick is thicker.\u00a0 Crazy thick.\u00a0 Amazingly thick.\u00a0 It shouldn’t… it’s not… it shouldn’t… fuck fuck fuck fuck yes!\u00a0 It bulges.\u00a0 The base of his cock is bulging and it hurts but feels so fucking good.\u00a0 He’s not in me all the way, I can tell.\u00a0 He’s pulling out before he’s all the way in.<\/p>\n
“No.\u00a0 All of it.\u00a0 Give me all of it.\u00a0 Do it.”\u00a0 I push back really hard, muscles tensing, bed creaking suddenly, threatening to break under my strength as I feel muscles I never knew existed aiding me.\u00a0 I feel it.\u00a0 His dick.\u00a0 Let me back up slightly.\u00a0 I never mentioned what it was like having a dick in me.\u00a0 It’s… I feel full.\u00a0 I feel good.\u00a0 I can feel it against the walls of my pussy but mostly I feel the head hitting different spots and that’s what really does it for me.\u00a0 The head, oddly pointed slamming into my cervix or walls or whatever angle I have him at.\u00a0 But, now?\u00a0 Now that I pushed hard against him, taking him in completely?\u00a0 I can’t parse it but in slow motion, I feel this thickness spread my pussy open more and more until it’s in me and almost locked in.\u00a0 The muscle near my opening holding this round, bulbous shape of the base of his dick inside of me.\u00a0 It’s rubbing EVERYTHING at the entrance of my pussy and it’s driving me wild.\u00a0 My universe shrinks down to that small area right there.\u00a0 That area and the tip still stabbing into all the right spots.\u00a0 And I think Elaine is under me, sucking on my nipples.\u00a0 She has sharp little teeth and something is cold on my breast.\u00a0 Cold and wet.\u00a0 But all I know is his dick in me.\u00a0 The knot.\u00a0 I don’t know that that’s what it is but, it is.<\/p>\n
I’m mounted.\u00a0 He can’t pull out all the way so he’s doing hard little movements in and out and in and out and it’s… an electrical storm in my gut and pussy.\u00a0 Lightning strikes and I’m screaming from it, tearing my bed apart and grinding against him.\u00a0 My pussy feels completely full but still wants more.\u00a0 I feel his gigantic dick pushing against my tight pussy and I still want more of it.<\/p>\n
His dick suddenly expands, the head of it growing larger and then his cum – jets of it slamming into me, deep into me as his grip tightens on my hips.\u00a0 The head swells again and again and I can feel the cum filling me.\u00a0 The world explodes and it all goes white and I’m screaming and thrashing and clawing and biting until I’m exhausted from it.\u00a0 My eyes are rolling back in my head and I can’t breathe properly.\u00a0 I keep trying to breathe but it’s little jerky gasps that aren’t filling my lungs.\u00a0 I’m thrashing and clawing and bucking and shaking as the orgasm rolls through me and over me, along my spine and legs and stomach and cunt.\u00a0 I don’t feel the flood as I’m squirting and soaking myself and Stephen.\u00a0 Things are vague shapes around me.\u00a0 There are noises and movements but they’re lost to me.\u00a0 The only thing I know is Stephen pulls out of me.\u00a0 I know this because I feel the strange knot come out and it hurts but it also makes me cum again.\u00a0 Hard.\u00a0 Again.\u00a0 I hear Elaine scream and whimper and I think I accidentally hit her but I have no idea.\u00a0 I can’t control my body.\u00a0 I’m jack-knifing with my legs drawing up and twisting.\u00a0 Everything is too hot, too loud and too sensitive.<\/p>\n
I don’t notice Stephen or Elaine as they licking my slightly fuzzy back and shoulders and neck and cheeks, rumbling and growling together.\u00a0 I don’t notice Elaine kissing me or that I’m kissing her back, feeling her sharp teeth against my tongue.\u00a0 Or the way she’s nuzzling my cheek and growling, the way the fuzz of fur on her face and her blackened, oddly pebbled nose feels cool against me.\u00a0 She’s shaking with the effort of staying up.\u00a0 Both of them are.\u00a0 I\u2019m still coherent and would be able to form words if I had to but, looking at these two, they\u2019re gone.\u00a0 Grunts and growls and mewls and basic sounds.\u00a0 Nobody is home.\u00a0 Glazed eyes, drool and simple expressions.\u00a0 It\u2019s strange.\u00a0 It doesn\u2019t bother me while I\u2019m in this state but I don\u2019t know what to make of it.<\/p>\n
I have vague memories of Stephen kneeling next to my mouth, swaying and shaking.\u00a0 His knotted penis is covered with both of our cum.\u00a0 The smell is intense and immediately brings me to semi-consciousness.\u00a0 I remember rolling to my side and taking his dick into my mouth.\u00a0 My mouth that is longer than it should be.\u00a0 Fuzzier.\u00a0 Sharper teeth.\u00a0 A short muzzle taking as much of him as I can, long tongue running along the length of him, tasting our cum mixed together.\u00a0 Thick, warm, salty and exquisite.\u00a0 Swallowing and sucking and licking until I can’t even sit up any more.\u00a0 It hurts.\u00a0 My whole body hurts.\u00a0 Stephen falls next to me.\u00a0 And wraps me in his arms.\u00a0 Elaine presses against my stomach.\u00a0 She’s fuzzy and warm and smells like pussy.\u00a0 Musky.\u00a0 I want.\u00a0 I really want to go between her legs and taste her again but I don’t think any of us has the energy or strength to move.<\/p>\n
And then, blackness as we pass out, piled together.\u00a0 Warm.\u00a0 Half furry.\u00a0 Half beast.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
The smell is intoxicating.\u00a0 My smell.\u00a0 I should be getting a boner but there’s nothing there.\u00a0 I can’t even say that I’m feeling a ghost of one because, I’m not.\u00a0 Instead, I feel this pressure building – this tiny ache Continue reading Layers Chapter 4<\/span>