Pleasure in darkness.\u00a0 My brain is foggy and I can feel myself struggling to wake up.\u00a0 Struggling because it feels like I weigh a ton.\u00a0 Fragments of the night before flash teasingly through my brain like a kinetoscope without a soundtrack.\u00a0 Sex.\u00a0 Claws.\u00a0 Fangs.\u00a0 Fur.\u00a0 Little flashes of memory whirling ’round and ’round as I try to make sense of things.\u00a0 There’s a … there are two pinpoints of pleasure hitting me as I wake – my chest and crotch.\u00a0 I crack my eyes, moaning at the weight on me.\u00a0 Elaine is on top of me, one hand on my lower stomach and another on her right breast, eyes closed, hips gyrating.\u00a0 My right hand is on her left thigh.\u00a0 My left hand is tussled in Stephen’s hair, fingers twined through strands as I hold him to my chest, massaging and rubbing him.\u00a0 His mouth is warm and wet against my nipple and that, more than Elaine, is making my toes curl.\u00a0 He’s rolling and licking the nipple, making little “mmmm” sounds as he does.\u00a0 I reach for his dick and he hunches, moving himself closer so I can grab it’s thickness in my hand.\u00a0 He murmurs his approval and I can feel a small bit of pre-cum on the head of his dick.\u00a0 My mouth waters at the memory of sucking on him the night before.\u00a0 He kisses me briefly before bending back down to my nipple.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Elaine feels amazing.\u00a0 Her lithe body like a dancer focused on her moves, alone in a crowd.\u00a0 I watch her body flexing as she rides me.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
…as she rides me…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
No.\u00a0 No!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
“No!” I yell \u2013 out loud this time.\u00a0 They both freeze, almost comically.\u00a0 I grip Stephen’s hair and pull, hard.\u00a0 My nipple comes out of his mouth with a wet pop, his dick slipping through my hand as he backs away.\u00a0 I start to push Elaine off of me but she gets the hint and pulls off to sit on the edge of the bed near my legs.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
My dick slaps against my lower stomach, wet from Elaine’s pussy. I can feel it throb against me.\u00a0 MY dick.\u00a0 Goddammit!\u00a0 I scramble back, hugging my knees to my chest, face to my knees and my eyes closed.\u00a0 I should tell them to get the fuck out of my house but I can’t even look at them.\u00a0 Can’t even talk.\u00a0 They saw.\u00a0 They saw me as a man.\u00a0 I feel sick.\u00a0 I kissed Stephen.\u00a0 As a man.\u00a0 Held his dick.\u00a0 Wanted to suck his dick.\u00a0 As a man.\u00a0 My stomach clenches, hard muscles tensing, threatening to empty itself.\u00a0 Yeah, I see the logic problem here.\u00a0 I was the same person last night, just different looking.\u00a0 Different equipment.\u00a0 That doesn’t make what I’m experiencing right now any different. \u00a0I can’t help it.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
“Why?”\u00a0 I gasp, still curled into a tight ball.\u00a0 I want to vanish.\u00a0 I’m crushing my body against my legs and it hurts a little.\u00a0 My balls ache and I wish I could crush them into non-existence.\u00a0 The nipple Stephen was sucking on aches dully.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I can hear them both move slightly.\u00a0 Possibly looking at each other?\u00a0 There’s a slight pause but then Elaine answers.\u00a0 She sounds unsure.\u00a0 “Why what?”<\/p>\n
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Now it’s my turn to hesitate.\u00a0 “You remember last night, don’t you?\u00a0 You remember me.\u00a0 How I was then.\u00a0 Why?\u00a0 You see me now.\u00a0 Why are you two doing this?”<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Another pause as she or they consider it.\u00a0 Stephen shifts his weight on the bed and it feels like he’s moving towards me.\u00a0 I lean away from him and he stops whatever he was doing.\u00a0 Elaine answers again.\u00a0 “Because.\u00a0 You’re… you’re you.”<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I lift my head and look at her, taking care to keep Stephen out of my peripheral vision.\u00a0 Elaine is sitting with her legs crossed, hunched slightly, arms crossed with her hands on her ankles.\u00a0 It hurts me to look at her for some reason.\u00a0 She looks completely honest and open and pretty.\u00a0 She has a sprinkle of freckles above her small, perky breasts.\u00a0 I can’t help but look at her slightly hairy pussy.\u00a0 She was neatly trimmed last night.\u00a0 She’s obviously wet and the scent from her pussy is keeping me hard – I can smell her on me.<\/p>\n
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We watch each other for a moment.\u00a0 “I don’t get it.”\u00a0 I tell her, finally.\u00a0 “Look at me.\u00a0 I’m not me.\u00a0 I’m not the woman from last night.\u00a0 Don’t lie to me.\u00a0 Just fucking look!”\u00a0 I’m kneeling now as I yell at her.\u00a0 She flinches from my voice but she looks – head to knees to crotch to head.<\/p>\n
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She blinks and shrugs.\u00a0 “I know.\u00a0 I know you’re not the woman from last night.\u00a0 But, you are.\u00a0 I… I don’t know how to say it but… you smell the same.\u00a0 Only not exactly like that.\u00a0 Not exactly like a smell.\u00a0 But I know it’s you.\u00a0 And, yeah, I’d like to know how the hell that happened but when I woke up, all I saw was you and something moved in me and … I just wanted you.”\u00a0 Her voice is quiet at the end. \u00a0Like a small child.\u00a0 She’s looking down at the bed as she continues.\u00a0 “And it doesn’t make sense but it is what it is.\u00a0 Even now I want to touch you and feel your arms on me.\u00a0 I have this urge to make you happy and I can’t help it.\u00a0 I know you’re different.\u00a0 You’re not a woman now but you’re still you.\u00a0 That’s what I mean.”<\/p>\n
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My heart aches looking at her.\u00a0 I want to hold her, too.\u00a0 It’s not that we’ve had sex.\u00a0 It’s not even completely that she looks like a sad chastised child.\u00a0 There’s something else that I can’t put my finger on.\u00a0 Something that makes me simultaneously want to comfort and protect her and something that makes me want to take her.\u00a0 To mount her and fuck her until I’m filling her with my cum.\u00a0 Elaine looks up, almost as if she can feel my desire.\u00a0 Her eyes are small and hopeful.<\/p>\n
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Stephen’s presence weighs heavy to my left.\u00a0 I can feel him there.\u00a0 Hear his breathing.\u00a0 There’s something almost like a heat coming from where he sits.\u00a0 I feel myself tugged by him as well.\u00a0 Something that makes me want him.\u00a0 I gnash my teeth against it.\u00a0 A small growl bubbles up.\u00a0 It shouldn’t bother me.\u00a0 I mean, it should.\u00a0 On some level, it should.\u00a0 I was physically a woman last night but still me.\u00a0 That should’ve bothered me \u2013 that I\u2019m still mentally a man and I was sucking a guy\u2019s dick.\u00a0 And me touching him this morning should bother me.\u00a0 Then there\u2019s this ache in the pit of my stomach. \u00a0The way my mouth waters at the thought of tasting our cum on him\u2026 that should sure the hell bother me.\u00a0 This fucking body!\u00a0 It’s making me want it even though it’s wrong.\u00a0 It’s MAKING me.<\/p>\n
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My voice is harsher than I’ve ever heard it.\u00a0 There’s an edge to it and I feel the anger in my body.\u00a0 “You want to make me happy?\u00a0 You want that?”\u00a0 Elaine nods at me, eyes lowered.\u00a0 “Then come here and give me your ass.”\u00a0 She doesn’t hesitate.\u00a0 She crawls to me and then turns, presenting herself, ass in the air and head down, hands gripping the sheets.<\/p>\n
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“Please.”\u00a0 Is all she says.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I grab her ass and lean in to taste her.\u00a0 She’s wet and I feel her shudder against my mouth.\u00a0 She pushes into me and I suck at her cunt.\u00a0 I don’t notice Stephen move until his hand touches my shoulder.\u00a0 I recoil from him and pull off of Elaine.\u00a0 My eyes are wild and angry as I finally look at him.\u00a0 This man that outweighs me by at least 60 lbs and all of it muscle.\u00a0 This naked man with a hard dick bigger than mine.<\/p>\n
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This supposedly completely straight man.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
“Get the fuck away from me!”\u00a0 I yell at him.\u00a0 I shouldn’t be this angry.\u00a0 I’ve never been an outwardly angry person.\u00a0 Ever.\u00a0 I expect him to get angry.\u00a0 I expect both of them to tell me to eff off and then leave.\u00a0 I welcome that.\u00a0 They don’t.\u00a0 Stephen scrambles back, pushing himself into a corner, knees pulled up.\u00a0 Elaine whines slightly and wriggles her ass at me, reminding me that she’s there and waiting.\u00a0 Her back is strong.\u00a0 I want to run my fingers down her.\u00a0 I want to touch her and nuzzle against her.\u00a0 I’ve never had a woman as beautiful as she is.\u00a0 Something about her makes my heart ache in this strange way.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I take my mostly hard dick into my hand and push into her.\u00a0 She cries out and pushes hard back, impaling herself on me.\u00a0 Something about the extra movement – the unasked for movement – pisses me off and I grab the back of her neck hard, pushing her down on the bed.\u00a0 If anything, she gets even more wet.\u00a0 I lean forward on my left hand while holding her, digging my toes into the bed as I fuck her.\u00a0 Growling, gnashing my teeth, so damn angry at nothing and everything at once.\u00a0 My loss.\u00a0 The situation.\u00a0 That fucking man.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Her orgasm pushes my dick out and I’m ashamed that I’m not even completely hard.\u00a0 I just pop out of her as she cums.\u00a0 All that rage, all that anger and I can’t even stay hard while fucking a woman.\u00a0 Jesus wept.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
“Can… can I touch myself?”\u00a0 Stephen’s voice is unexpected and hesitant from the corner of the room.<\/p>\n
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Oh Christ.\u00a0 I can’t… this is just too much.\u00a0 I sit back as the anger drains out of me.\u00a0 Eyes closed with my hands pressed against them.\u00a0 “Just go.”\u00a0 I tell them.\u00a0 “Don’t say another word and just go.\u00a0 Please.\u00a0 I can’t deal with this.\u00a0 I can’t.\u00a0 I just fucking can’t.”<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
They go.\u00a0 Quietly.\u00a0 Without a word.\u00a0 I hear them gather their clothes and keys and who knows what else.\u00a0 They could be robbing me blind and I wouldn’t care.\u00a0 The front door opens and closes and I still sit in the same position.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I can’t even cry about it.\u00a0 I just stare at the bed thinking about nothing at all.\u00a0 Purposefully thinking about nothing.\u00a0 Pushing away any coherent thought when one threatens to rear its ugly head.\u00a0 I feel empty and nauseous at the whole thing.\u00a0 My clock glares at me – a little after 7 AM.\u00a0 Too damn early.\u00a0 They must’ve turned off my alarms because nothing is screaming at me right now.\u00a0 I contemplate just going back to sleep but I don’t think I can.\u00a0 I’m tired but unsettled.\u00a0 Keyed up.\u00a0 Goddamn chest hur…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
My fingers pause mid-scratch on my chest.\u00a0 Fingernails that I shouldn’t have brushing against a very, very slight swell that shouldn’t exist.\u00a0 Just inches away from a fat nipple still slightly wet and happy from Stephen’s mouth.\u00a0 Was that what he was sucking on?\u00a0 It’s not gone completely this time?\u00a0 I look down and see both of my nipples are exactly like they are when I’m a woman – brown and large.\u00a0 Odd on my nearly flat hairless chest.\u00a0 My dick aches and the sight excites me but I can’t seem to get completely hard.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
So, I do cry now.\u00a0 It’s not like yesterday where I have no idea why it’s happening.\u00a0 At least, I hope I’m right about why.\u00a0 Yesterday it took a while before it started.\u00a0 Today… perhaps today I woke up to these nipples.\u00a0 Maybe tomorrow I wake up as a woman.\u00a0 And then maybe I stay that way.\u00a0 It’s maddening.\u00a0 I don’t know what the rules are.\u00a0 I don’t know why this is happening, how long it’ll last or anything about it.\u00a0 All I know is, I want it back.\u00a0 I want it back and I don’t want it to go away.\u00a0 I… I don’t even care about the werewolf stuff.\u00a0 At all.\u00a0 If it was just the woman… if it was just her… I would like that.\u00a0 I’ve never even had a fetish about it.\u00a0 Never even been curious.\u00a0 But, having experienced it – having felt what it means, I want it.\u00a0 Badly.\u00a0 I’d give anything for it to stay.\u00a0 All of that goes through my head while I shake quietly from the tears.<\/p>\n
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And so, when I can feel a slight tug on my ass, I smile tremulously.\u00a0 It feels like some has their fingers in my skin, directly massaging the nerves and muscles.\u00a0 It surprisingly doesn’t hurt but it makes me wriggle a little.\u00a0 I can feel myself filling out.\u00a0 I can see the skin pushing out when I look down.\u00a0 Smoothing out the few little wrinkles and folds in my skin.\u00a0 My thighs are next and I can’t seem to control them – little tiny muscle spasms tug and pull at me and all I can do is watch.\u00a0 Thickening.\u00a0 Muscles growing under the slight padding of fat and skin as they grow to match my larger ass.\u00a0 I feel the way the new muscles connect to the ass cheeks.\u00a0 There’s a slight itch as nerves and muscles combine, pulling the ass firm, fitting the way my hips flair out as – there’s a muffled cracking sound that makes me gasp.\u00a0 Bones rearranging.\u00a0 It does hurt now.\u00a0 That dull ache is back inside of me and my dick immediately goes limp.\u00a0 I’ve never seen that happen.\u00a0 One moment it’s semi-hard, throbbing and leaking pre-cum and the next it’s just down and smaller as if a switch was flipped.<\/p>\n
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My balls shrivel up like it’s suddenly freezing.\u00a0 The skin contracts within seconds and I almost feel like I’ve been kicked in the nuts.\u00a0 But, no wonder.\u00a0 I watch in semi-horror as one side of my sack dimples in and there’s this sensation like… like… a bit like sucking a grape hard through a straw.\u00a0 Only the straw is somewhere in my pelvis and the grape is one of my testi… there goes the other one.\u00a0 Fuck.\u00a0 That’s not pleasant.\u00a0 Not at all.\u00a0 My ball sack hangs empty like a deflated balloon, close to my crotch since it’s still shriveled.\u00a0 It\u2019s actually really gross to see.\u00a0 There are things going on in my stomach.\u00a0 Moving around.\u00a0 Things that – oh, yup, that’s… yup.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I lean over the side of my bed and puke, stomach heaving.\u00a0 I can’t help it.\u00a0 Whatever is happening in my stomach or pelvis or whatever the fuck it is hurts bad.\u00a0 Very bad.\u00a0 And there’s this sudden rush of something all over my body that makes me feel extremely queasy.\u00a0 Cold sweat shaking kind of queasy as if I just took a huge amount of some drug or something.\u00a0 My nipples brush against my blanket and I wish they’d stop because even though I’m puking, they’re distracting me.<\/p>\n
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But then the whatever-it-was is gone and I’m feeling too happy.\u00a0 Manic almost.\u00a0 Everything is suddenly funny and bright.\u00a0 I’m still shaking and sweating and dry heaving but laughing in-between it.\u00a0 Like a crazy person.\u00a0 It’s just… it’s just… I don’t fucking know… everything… But then it all drops out and I’m crying.\u00a0 Sobbing.\u00a0 It’s terrible.\u00a0 Like my whole family died in … no, now that’s passed.\u00a0 It’s ping-ponging back and forth but getting shorter between peaks.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
“Fuuuu-!” Crunch.\u00a0 My throat goes bad and it hurts.\u00a0 Fingers to my throat and I’m gasping through a furnace of pain.\u00a0 I need to throw up again but I can’t.\u00a0 I can’t even breathe.\u00a0 Nothing is coming out and I’m gasping for any air at all.\u00a0 Tossing and flopping on the bed because I didn’t get a good deep breath before it… oh, fuck.\u00a0 There it goes.\u00a0 I can breathe again.\u00a0 Thank fucking god. \u00a0And the weird emotional stuff has passed, too.\u00a0 My stomach clenches again and it hurts but it\u2019s empty and the nausea is starting to pass.\u00a0 I bury my face in the bed, smelling the sex from last night.\u00a0 All of us mixed together.\u00a0 My ass is in the air and the memory of what that means stirs things inside of me.\u00a0 Things that weren’t there this morning.<\/p>\n
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When I’m sure I won’t suddenly throw up again, I sit back.\u00a0 I think my legs are longer.\u00a0 Somehow along the way it looks like they’ve stretched out.\u00a0 My thighs aren’t quite as thick as just a minute ago and I have calf muscles again.\u00a0 My feet are about the same size as a man but the toes are … longer?\u00a0 Skinnier?\u00a0 I can’t tell but something is definitely different.\u00a0 More feminine in a subtle way.\u00a0 All of it smooth.\u00a0 The skin from ass down is a creamy white color with a hint of a tan.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
My ball sack is still hanging loose and shriveled.\u00a0 I touch it gently but feel nothing.\u00a0 I can’t even feel my own touch.\u00a0 Like there’s nothing there. I push harder and my finger pushes the skin inside me.\u00a0 THAT is fucked up.\u00a0 My pussy is in place and waiting.\u00a0 It doesn’t hurt so I push all of it inside.\u00a0 While I can’t feel my scrotum anymore, I can sure the hell feel my pussy and it makes me gasp.\u00a0 My fingers slide around inside with the skin.\u00a0 There’re no pussy lips or anything – it’s just this long hole leading into me.\u00a0 But then, my scrotum separates and reattaches.\u00a0 While I\u2019m touching it.\u00a0 That almost pushes me into throwing up again but I hold it back.\u00a0 A wave of prickling heat burns along the walls of my pussy and then my fingers just press all the way inside.\u00a0 Deep inside, I\u2019m wet but it\u2019s dry just at the entrance of my pussy.\u00a0 For just a moment and then I’m completely wet.\u00a0 And warm.\u00a0 So warm.<\/p>\n
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I’ve missed this feeling.\u00a0 I missed it so much.\u00a0 The feeling of a pussy.\u00a0 I can’t stop touching and rubbing myself, even as I watch extra skin grow from the edge of the pussy.\u00a0 Lips.\u00a0 I wish I could see them better but at least I can feel them.\u00a0 Extra skin from the outside of the pussy is pulled and bunched into my labia and I feel another rush of heat as they fatten, becoming engorged.\u00a0 It’s intense.\u00a0 I’m aching in a good way now.\u00a0 It makes my breath catch and my heart starts fluttering.\u00a0 I remember.\u00a0 I remember offering myself to Stephen last night.\u00a0 Forcing his dick into my wet pussy.\u00a0 Feeling the way he opened me.\u00a0 Feeling the way my pussy eagerly pulled him in.\u00a0 And then, oh Jesus.\u00a0 The knot.\u00a0 Fuck.\u00a0 My hips buck and roll, rocking at an imaginary dick pushed deep into me.\u00a0 My fingers go to my mouth and I suck at my fingertips, feeling the hard long nails against my tongue.\u00a0 Moaning as I lick them.\u00a0 Tasting myself.\u00a0 Eyes closed, remembering myself being mounted and the way the hard knot hurt and felt amazing at the same time.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I don’t notice when my dick is pulled in or the way the skin folds around, forming my clit.\u00a0 At least I don’t notice until I touch myself and that wire goes live against.\u00a0 Goes straight to the pit of my stomach with an electric pulse, making my legs jerk and pull in.\u00a0 Making me open my pussy with two long, feminine fingers hooked into myself, scratching lightly against that one particular spot.\u00a0 Feeling the way my ass moves as I grind my hips against my fingers.\u00a0 The pressure builds inside of me as I push harder and harder, faster, no longer trying to touch anything specifically – just fucking myself with my fingers.\u00a0 More and more and more – I want it all.\u00a0 And then, release.\u00a0 I scream and the voice is the woman’s voice.\u00a0 Shrill and high and loud until I bury my face in my pillows, still screaming.\u00a0 My body is shaking like it usually does and my hand is completely soaked in my cum.\u00a0 My thighs as well – warm liquid completely covers my upper thighs and my ass.\u00a0 I’ve squirted again.\u00a0 Oh god.\u00a0 Please.\u00a0 Please let this stay.\u00a0 Please let me stay like this.\u00a0 I’m not religious but I say that small prayer as I’m shivering and quaking from the orgasm.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
When my body work again, I sit up and back against a pillow.\u00a0 The smell of my cum is strong.\u00a0 I can see the way it looks on my pussy and the area around it.\u00a0 Slick.\u00a0 I love the way my thighs feel and how sensitive they are after I cum.\u00a0 The way it feels to scratch my inner thighs with my long nails, raising and lowering my thighs as I sit with them open and down.\u00a0 The way the air feels on my cunt and the way it feels inside: warm and hungry and wet.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
My chest is still mostly flat.\u00a0 I can see myself in the standing mirror and my face is caught half-way between man and woman.\u00a0 I look away – I can’t see myself as a man right now.\u00a0 I can’t deal with it.\u00a0 Not right now.\u00a0 Instead, I grab where my tits should be and pinch my nipples.\u00a0 Oh Jesus.\u00a0 That’s fucking amazing.\u00a0 It’s the same thing as always but every time the feeling screams down my spine and stomach to dig into my cunt and make me want to be fucked.\u00a0 The skin around the nipples is loose and itchy so massaging them feels really good.\u00a0 The itch is deep but I grab and knead at the flesh to try to reach it.\u00a0 My shoulders and neck tickle, sending goose bumps down my arms.\u00a0 My hair is growing out.\u00a0 I feel it sliding against my scalp and ears and neck.\u00a0 Thick and blonde again.<\/p>\n
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There’s slight popping sounds around my shoulders and back.\u00a0 I can feel movement all over but I don’t want to look at what it’s doing.\u00a0 In case the male part of me is still looking back.\u00a0 My shoulders are twitching so something?\u00a0 As a woman I was bigger in general so maybe I’m… haha… filling out?\u00a0 Speaking of that, I feel my tits now.\u00a0 Small.\u00a0 Rounded.\u00a0 Slightly rounded under my hands.\u00a0 I’d probably get sick again if I could see what was happening under the skin.\u00a0 Different things growing and forming.\u00a0 Glands or stuff?\u00a0 I should read about it.\u00a0 Fat tissues?\u00a0 They feel good.\u00a0 Really good.\u00a0 Soft even at this size.\u00a0 A small contented growl escapes my lips as I arch my back, stretching new muscles and luxuriating in the feeling of my tits.\u00a0 They’re moving under my hands, rasping slightly as they grow larger.\u00a0 The itching intensifies and I watch the aureole grow as my tits become C cups.\u00a0 And then larger.\u00a0 Heavy.\u00a0 My chest in general has expanded from this morning.\u00a0 I AM bigger as a woman.\u00a0 Stockier but still curvy and sexy as fuck.<\/p>\n
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When I look in the mirror this time, she looks back at me and we both grin.\u00a0 It’s done.\u00a0 Not even 8 AM and she’s back.\u00a0 I’m back.\u00a0 I feel perfect.\u00a0 Happy.\u00a0 Incredibly happy and confident and like everything is going to be all right.\u00a0 I stretch, back arched, hands back, legs all the way out and toes pointed.\u00a0 And then to my hands and knees, head down, arms all the way out, wriggling side to side with my hips.\u00a0 And laughing.\u00a0 My breasts pull at me.\u00a0 The position is too tempting and I masturbate again with my legs spread, ass up and arm under me, rubbing at my clit and inside of myself.\u00a0 And again.\u00a0 It’s a rush every time.<\/p>\n
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I finally break away from the bed and into the shower to clean off all of my cum.\u00a0 I’m tempted again in the shower but I tell myself I’ll wait.\u00a0 I have a whole day ahead of me.\u00a0 Plenty of time to explore and experience things.\u00a0 I should remember to charge my camera and take more videos this time.<\/p>\n
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My hair is still a pain in the ass to dry.\u00a0 Somehow the thought of needing to buy a hair dryer makes me feel unreasonably happy.\u00a0 I nearly squeal from the thought of me standing as a woman, blow drying my hair.\u00a0 That probably means I’m stupid but, whatever.\u00a0 Dried off and dressed in my old clothes again.\u00a0 Ready for the start of a beautiful day.\u00a0 Even if there are dark clouds out there.<\/p>\n
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There’s a small folded piece of paper on my living room floor.\u00a0 That’s creepy.<\/p>\n
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Oh.\u00a0 Right.\u00a0 The couple from last night.\u00a0 I almost throw it away without reading it.\u00a0 I come very damn close to doing that.\u00a0 Like, standing at the trash can close.\u00a0 It takes effort to force myself to open it and my stomach is full of butterflies.\u00a0 The handwriting is fast and messy but distinctly female:\u00a0 “Call us.\u00a0 Don’t care if man or woman.”\u00a0 And a phone number.\u00a0 It chokes me up.\u00a0 Why?\u00a0 Not “Why does it choke me up” but (well, okay that too) more “Why are they doing this?”\u00a0 I don’t understand.\u00a0 If it were me… if I were on the other side and saw that?\u00a0 Fell asleep to the woman and woke to a man?<\/p>\n
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No, not a woman.\u00a0 Part of it but… why do I keep forgetting the werewolf?\u00a0 Even now it’s hard to mentally grasp.\u00a0 It happened last night – didn’t it?\u00a0 I couldn’t have imagined that.\u00a0 Changing.\u00a0 Watching them change.\u00a0 Do they remember it?\u00a0 What does that mean for things?\u00a0 Did I do that to them?\u00a0 How?\u00a0 Too many damn questions.<\/p>\n
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Calling is safe.\u00a0 Not being able to see their faces.\u00a0 Not being face-to-face.\u00a0 Safer.\u00a0 They can answer questions and I can hang up and never talk to them again if it goes bad. I dial.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
It picks up almost immediately and it’s Elaine’s voice.\u00a0 She sounds overly eager.\u00a0 “Hello?”<\/p>\n
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“It’s… do you remember from last night?\u00a0 And this morning?\u00a0 I’m… I’m back.\u00a0 As the woman.”\u00a0 How lame that sounds.\u00a0 I wasn’t prepared for this part.\u00a0 For how to introduce myself.<\/p>\n
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The phone rustles slightly and then I hear Stephen’s voice, faint in the distant.\u00a0 Faint but relieved.\u00a0 “Oh, thank god.”\u00a0 He says.\u00a0 Elaine speaks over him. “Yes.\u00a0 Yeah.\u00a0 Of course we remember.\u00a0 Thank you.\u00a0 Thank you for calling back.\u00a0 I – ”\u00a0 She laughs and it almost sounds like she’s about to cry but that can’t be right.\u00a0 “We didn’t think you’d call.”\u00a0 I hear Stephen again: “Tell him I said thank you too!”\u00a0 Jesus.\u00a0 He sounds like some eager little boy.<\/p>\n
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“She.” I tell Elaine.\u00a0 “Not he.\u00a0 She.”\u00a0 I don’t know why it bothers me or why it makes a difference with them but it does.<\/p>\n
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I hear a rustling and that specific weird scraping noise that tells me Elaine’s covering the phone.\u00a0 I can still hear her.\u00a0 “Stephen, honey, I love you but if you fuck this up, I swear to god…\u00a0 It’s ‘she’ not ‘he’.\u00a0 She wants to be called she.\u00a0 She’s a woman.\u00a0 Please, Stephen. Remember, okay?\u00a0 It\u2019s important.”\u00a0 The hand comes off and she’s talking all cheerful like she wasn’t just yelling at her husband.\u00a0 “I told him.\u00a0 Sorry about that!\u00a0 Are you still there?”<\/p>\n
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I weigh my options.\u00a0 Do I ignore that outburst?\u00a0 No.\u00a0 I need to know why.\u00a0 So, I ask.\u00a0 I ask her why it’s important to her.\u00a0 There’s a long pause and I start to wonder if she’s hung up or something’s happened.\u00a0 I’m about to ask if she’s still there but she speaks up.\u00a0 “I don’t know.\u00a0 Something happened.\u00a0 I can’t remember everything last night.\u00a0 By the time we made it to the bedroom… everything after that is just this weird blur.\u00a0 But, waking up, seeing you?\u00a0 There was this immediate ‘What the hell?’ reaction.\u00a0 It was brief but it was there.\u00a0 I knew it was you as soon as I saw you.\u00a0 As soon as I … smelled you.\u00a0 And… have you… have you ever been in love?\u00a0 Crazy stupid love?\u00a0 Where you get these warm fuzzy feelings and you feel like you’d do anything for the other person?\u00a0 That they have a piece of you?\u00a0 An important piece?\u00a0 It feels like that.\u00a0 Please don’t laugh or be creeped out.\u00a0 I can’t explain it except to say that it’s there.\u00a0 For both of us.\u00a0 We’ve talked about it all morning.\u00a0 We’re both anxious.\u00a0 We can’t sit still.\u00a0 I… we…”\u00a0 She is about to cry.\u00a0 “I can’t handle you being mad at me.\u00a0 I know how this sounds but we just want to be near you.\u00a0 We want… we need to see you again.\u00a0 Please?\u00a0 You’re not mad at us, are you?”<\/p>\n
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What the fuck do I do with that?\u00a0 How do I even begin to respond to that?\u00a0 Both of them?\u00a0 Stephen?\u00a0 My memory of him is brief but trying to imagine him as needy or anxious or anything like that doesn\u2019t work.\u00a0 Not from the little I know of him.\u00a0 And how does that even work with what he saw this morning?\u00a0 But, the funny thing?\u00a0 I can hear Elaine getting anxious and almost scared and it’s doing something to me.\u00a0 I don’t like it.\u00a0 I don’t like hearing her unhappy.\u00a0 It makes me want to hurt something.\u00a0 It makes me want to bite something.\u00a0 I’m grinding my teeth as she finished talking and it’s not because I’m mad at her.\u00a0 I apparently don’t like hearing her under duress.\u00a0 I can hear Stephen asking about it – what I’m saying and whether I’m mad.\u00a0 He DOES sound anxious.\u00a0 I remember him last night.\u00a0 Feeling his warm arms around me, holding me up.\u00a0 Feeling that strength and comfort but then nearly tackling him in the bedroom because he was moving too slow for me.\u00a0 Nearly forcing myself on him.\u00a0 Wanting to hold him down and sit on his dick.\u00a0 I can feel my pulse speeding up at the memory.\u00a0 The duality of it – his warmth and protectiveness around me but then feeling my aggression and dominance kick in.\u00a0 It’s there again now.\u00a0 I want to smack him and then fuck him right now.\u00a0 I’m so messed up.<\/p>\n
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She’s waiting for me to talk.\u00a0 She can hear my breathing and she’s waiting for me.\u00a0 I can at least answer.\u00a0 I can do that.\u00a0 “I’m not mad, Elaine.”\u00a0 Her sigh is heavy with feeling.\u00a0 “I still don’t know what’s going on.\u00a0 This is completely new to me.\u00a0 All of this.\u00a0 This… being a woman.\u00a0 I don’t know how or why exactly.\u00a0 I don’t feel the same thing you do but there’s something there. \u00a0I…”\u00a0 I pause but then plow ahead.\u00a0 “I want to see you both again.”<\/p>\n
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She squeals and I can picture it.\u00a0 It makes me smile and my heart does this little happy jump.\u00a0 She tells Stephen what I said and, while he doesn’t squeal, I can hear the delight in his voice.\u00a0 I\u2019m trying to talk over their little happy party but it takes me several tries to interrupt them.<\/p>\n
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Elaine is immediately apologizing.\u00a0 “Sorry!\u00a0 Sorry!\u00a0 I’m just… I can’t believe it!\u00a0 I don’t know why I feel this happy but I do.\u00a0 I seriously do. \u00a0Thank you so much.\u00a0 Oh my gosh, thank you.\u00a0 When?\u00a0 Now?\u00a0 Can we see you now?\u00a0 When?”<\/p>\n
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“No.\u00a0 No, not now.\u00a0 Well, wait.”\u00a0 I bite my lip while I think.\u00a0 I need clothes.\u00a0 I can’t keep just wearing the same thing here.\u00a0 “Yes.\u00a0 But, can you do me a favor?\u00a0 Can you pick up some clothes for me?\u00a0 Just one set so I have something.\u00a0 And\u2026 underwear?\u00a0 I’ll pay you back when I take out some cash.”\u00a0 I’m blushing.\u00a0 Holy crap.\u00a0 I happily sucked a man’s dick last night and I’m blushing at the thought of wearing women’s underwear?\u00a0 Actually?<\/p>\n
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Elaine sounds like she’s bouncing.\u00a0 I can hear her smile through the phone.\u00a0 “Are you kidding?!\u00a0 I’d LOVE to do it!\u00a0 I’ll drag Stephen with me and we’ll find something for you.\u00a0 I love shopping!”<\/p>\n
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Now I’M smiling.\u00a0 “Okay, then.\u00a0 Not much.\u00a0 Something simple?\u00a0 Do you remember how big I am?\u00a0 I don’t know anything about sizes or anything.\u00a0 I’m just… I don’t even know my bra size.\u00a0 Nothing crazy.\u00a0 And call me when you’re close to here?”<\/p>\n
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“Yes!\u00a0 Oh gosh, yes!\u00a0 I’ll find you something cute, sweetie.\u00a0 You don’t worry about that.\u00a0 I think I remember your amazing body really well.”\u00a0 I’m blushing again, damn her.\u00a0 “Okay!\u00a0 We’re heading out right now and we’ll be there in about an hour?”\u00a0 I tell her okay and I have to hang up first because she won’t or can’t stop talking about how excited she is.\u00a0 I have no idea how that isn’t annoying as hell but it isn’t.\u00a0 So far.<\/p>\n
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It’s more like two hours before my phone rings.\u00a0 I’d been lounging.\u00a0 Catching up on news.\u00a0 Looking up porn.\u00a0 Looking up transgender things.\u00a0 Reading about menstrual stuff and women’s health.\u00a0 Body diagrams.\u00a0 That kind of thing.\u00a0 So when my phone rings, it startles me but I answer and thank Elaine for letting me know she’s on the way.\u00a0 Fifteen minutes later, my doorbell rings.<\/p>\n
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Elaine stands in the front this time with Stephen nervously standing behind her.\u00a0 She has both hands full with shopping bags so she ignored my “one set” comment, it looks like.\u00a0 She’s beaming at me.\u00a0 It’s almost painful to watch.\u00a0 I hug her and she goes to tip-toes to nuzzle against my cheek.\u00a0 It’s not a quick little face hug – she’s actually rubbing her cheek against me over and over and there’s this little vibration deep in her throat that almost kind-of sort-of could be a low growl.\u00a0 I have to break it off.\u00a0 She looks a little dazed but is still smiling.\u00a0 Some part of me feels … settled\u2026?\u00a0 with her there.<\/p>\n
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Stephen goes for a hug while I go for a handshake and we do that awkward dance thing that ends in a half-hug that feels completely alien as a woman.\u00a0 Elaine is very pointedly not watching.\u00a0 He also smells my hair.\u00a0 Or takes a big whiff of me and my hair just happens to be there.\u00a0 That’s kind of creepy.\u00a0 I feel that same odd thing with Stephen that I do with Elaine.\u00a0 Kind of like my family came home and I haven\u2019t seen them for a long time.\u00a0 But, I also very specifically remember the way his dick had me spread open last night.\u00a0 I can feel my pussy relax and grow wet.\u00a0 Dammit.<\/p>\n
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I stand back quickly and wave them into the living room where I offer them the small couch.\u00a0 I make drinks for everyone but before I can take the one chair in the living room, Elaine is already digging through her bags.\u00a0 She eyes me, takes things out and then tosses most of the clothes onto the couch.<\/p>\n
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“Okay!\u00a0 I have some clothes!\u00a0 Let’s go!”\u00a0 Before I can argue, she grabs my arm and pulls me into the bedroom.\u00a0 Once there, she empties the shopping bag – three shirts, two slacks, some panties, various bras and a black bag.\u00a0 It looks suspiciously like a makeup bag but I ignore it for now.\u00a0 I want to touch the clothes but I feel nervous.\u00a0 Not ashamed but…?\u00a0 No, I don’t quite know what it is but I hesitate.<\/p>\n
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Elaine is watching me.\u00a0 “You’ll need to get naked, honey.”\u00a0 She tells me.\u00a0 ‘Honey.’\u00a0 I don’t know how to respond to that.\u00a0 At all.\u00a0 It feels weird.\u00a0 I’m shy getting naked but I do.\u00a0 Elaine is biting her lip and her cheeks are red.\u00a0 “Oh.\u00a0 Oh, yes.\u00a0 You’re beautiful.”\u00a0 I turn away, arm across my breasts and hand covering my pussy.\u00a0 Blushing again.\u00a0 This is embarrassing.\u00a0 She’s seen me naked.\u00a0 We’ve had sex of a kind.\u00a0 Why am I bothering to cover myself?\u00a0 I turn and take my hands away.\u00a0 It’s hard to do but I do it.<\/p>\n
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Her eyes are crawling over my body as if she’s memorizing every curve and line.\u00a0 I can smell her pussy again.\u00a0 It’s faint but I can smell it.\u00a0 She’s very wet.\u00a0 It stirs something in me and my teeth are starting to itch.\u00a0 I clear my throat and she blinks up at me.\u00a0 “Right.\u00a0 Yes.\u00a0 Clothes.\u00a0 Right.”<\/p>\n
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Bras are weird.\u00a0 All I’ve had so far is my somewhat tight old shirt and it was thick enough so that it actually held the breasts in a bit.\u00a0 But bras?\u00a0 Weird.\u00a0 Elaine shows me how to put it on but I can’t reach my arms around properly and I get frustrated when she keeps trying to teach me.\u00a0 So, instead, I put the padding in the back, strap in the front so I can see what I’m doing while I hook it.\u00a0 And then I pull it around and stuff my breasts in it.\u00a0 It’s tight and it feels like it’s cutting into me.\u00a0 I have to kind of dig my hands into the sides and shift my tits around to settle them.\u00a0 Not sexy at all.\u00a0 Not at all.\u00a0 Elaine finds it amusing and is biting back her laughter.<\/p>\n
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Two of the five panties she brought don’t fit but the other three feel great.\u00a0 Silky on my skin but otherwise like they aren’t there.\u00a0 There is no scrotum for the underwear to pinch on or a dick that\u2019s getting in the way and pressing on things or anything like that.\u00a0 It\u2019s all flat and awesome.<\/p>\n
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There are two shirts, black and dark green.\u00a0 The black one fits and that makes me happy.\u00a0 Nine times out of ten, I’ll go for a darker color like black.\u00a0 It’s…hmmm… low cut.\u00a0 It shows off my tits.\u00a0 No way around that.\u00a0 I have to adjust it so my bra doesn’t show and, when I do that without Elaine having to tell me, she does let out a cute little laugh before biting her lip again.\u00a0 Her eyes are shining from unshed laughter.\u00a0 Damn her.\u00a0 The fabric feels great.\u00a0 Soft.\u00a0 Slightly stretchy.\u00a0 I like it.\u00a0 The pants are just slacks.\u00a0 Again, nice material and it holds everything in without being too tight.<\/p>\n
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My ass is FANTASTIC.\u00a0 I have to turn over and over in the mirror to look.\u00a0 I hear a loud and very obvious “Mmmmhmmmmmm” from Elaine as I look over my shoulder at myself with my hands on my hips.\u00a0 I look amazing.\u00a0 Blonde hair, heart shaped face and curves to die for.\u00a0 Very, very slight dimples on my cheeks.<\/p>\n
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“Now.”\u00a0 Elaine says.\u00a0 “Now we finish you off.”\u00a0 She hops onto the bed and sits with her legs crossed, black bag in her lap.<\/p>\n
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“Oh no.” I tell her.\u00a0 “Huh-uh.\u00a0 I’m good.\u00a0 I don’t need it.”<\/p>\n
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“No, you don’t.\u00a0 You really absolutely don’t.\u00a0 But, let me show you something.\u00a0 Please.”\u00a0 Fuck her and her pleading little puppy dog eyes.\u00a0 I choke back a snarl and sit in front of her.<\/p>\n
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I have no idea what goes on.\u00a0 Every time she comes at my eyes with some pencil looking thing, I jerk back and ask what she’s doing.\u00a0 EVERY.\u00a0 SINGLE.\u00a0 TIME.\u00a0 My heart is pounding.\u00a0 She could put my eye out with those goddamned things.\u00a0 She has these thick poofy brushes tipped with pale brown powder, black pencils, some eye curling thing that makes me want to weep and… I eventually just let go.\u00a0 I give into it.\u00a0 Like some dog resigned to the bath that he knows is coming whether he wants it or not.\u00a0 Whether she wants it or not.<\/p>\n
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After an eternity, she’s done.\u00a0 She says nothing but points to the mirror.\u00a0 I’m scared but I turn.\u00a0 Oh.\u00a0 Oh, okay.\u00a0 Yeah.\u00a0 It’s… subtle.\u00a0 I thought I’d look like some cheap prostitute with all the things she was using on me but you can barely tell it’s there.\u00a0 The faint black eye lining and eyelashes, blush and god knows what else just enhances my features.\u00a0 I look incredible but not fake.\u00a0 That’s the important part.\u00a0 Just accentuated.<\/p>\n
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“No fucking kidding, Elaine.\u00a0 You’re amazing.\u00a0 Look at me.”\u00a0 I touch my face carefully, as if it’s a mask waiting to just come away.\u00a0 It doesn’t.\u00a0 “Maybe… ummm… maybe some day you can show me how you do that.”\u00a0 I look over her way and wish I hadn’t.\u00a0 She’s about to cry for real.\u00a0 Her lips are trembling.\u00a0 I want to nuzzle her and reassure her.\u00a0 What was she scared about?\u00a0 Was she worried I wouldn’t like it?\u00a0 Or had she been so worried that I wouldn’t want to see her again?\u00a0 Fuck it, I give her a hug and then I DO nuzzle against her, murmuring nothing but reassurances.\u00a0 She relaxes against me.<\/p>\n
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When we walk out, Stephen is in exactly the same position on the couch.\u00a0 He stares.\u00a0 Hard.\u00a0 I look away and feel like a fool.\u00a0 “What?”\u00a0 I ask him.<\/p>\n
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“You’re stunning.”\u00a0 He’s breathless as he says it.\u00a0 Almost worshipful.\u00a0 Now I REALLY can’t look at him and instead, flop down in my little chair.\u00a0 It somehow feels really good to be dressed.\u00a0 Properly dressed in clothes that fit me now.\u00a0 More comfortable.\u00a0 More relaxing.\u00a0 I sit with my legs out and to the sides and my arms on the arm of the chair, looking at the floor.\u00a0 Not at all lady-like but it’s how I’ve sat most of my life.\u00a0 Elaine cuddles up next to her husband and a quick glance shows she’s doing that beaming “I wasn’t just about to cry” look again.\u00a0 I sigh.<\/p>\n
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“So,” I say.\u00a0 They wait.\u00a0 Expectantly.\u00a0 Shit.\u00a0 What was I going to say?\u00a0 How do I even begin?\u00a0 I can’t think of a smooth way to do it so I just start with who I am.\u00a0\u00a0 Standard childhood, parents that did their best with me and we still keep in touch when we can.\u00a0 I love them and try to remember to call them on holidays but they live in another state so that doesn’t happen often.\u00a0 I wasn’t a popular kid in school but I wasn’t picked on a lot, either.\u00a0 Some but not a lot.\u00a0 Mostly I was just ignored and that means I have a hard time with people.\u00a0 And, because of that, I’m not exactly the most confident person around.\u00a0 My tongue gets tied and I stress easy.\u00a0 Usually I get steam-rolled.\u00a0 I’ve dated a few times and they never seem to end well.\u00a0 The lady just gets bored and we end up breaking up.\u00a0 Not their fault.\u00a0 I think I’m a good guy but I usually deferred to the woman and couldn’t ever come up with things to do when we were together.\u00a0 A degree in accounting from the local college with decent grades and the job in the credit department while I procrastinate on studying for the CPA exam.<\/p>\n
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And then the box.\u00a0 This part is hard.\u00a0 I hesitate.\u00a0 I pause.\u00a0 I blush.\u00a0 I look away.\u00a0 I tell them that I like werewolves first.\u00a0 That’s hard to do but they have to know for the rest of it to make sense.\u00a0 I don’t tell them that I fucked the suit.\u00a0 No way in hell.\u00a0 I tell them I tried it on.\u00a0 And how things felt different after that.\u00a0 The little things the next day and then the big changes the day after that.\u00a0 And then again this morning and how it happened faster.\u00a0 How I’m still me but I see things slightly different.\u00a0 I try to frame it in the sense that I have this body – this gift of a sort and I just want to experience things.\u00a0 But I admit that I want it now.\u00a0 That the thought of being fucked actually turns ME on now.<\/p>\n
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And then I finish.\u00a0 “I don’t know how or why but you saw it.\u00a0 You saw me this morning.\u00a0 I’m not making it up.”<\/p>\n
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“Do you think it’s permanent now?”\u00a0 Elaine asks.\u00a0 They both look fairly serious.\u00a0 Considering.<\/p>\n
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I look at her and frown.\u00a0 “I hope so but I don’t know anything about it.\u00a0 That’s why I made last night happen with Craigslist.\u00a0 What if it isn’t permanent and I only have a little time to experience life as a woman?\u00a0 That’s the biggest reason I decided to try sex with a man.\u00a0 I have these lady parts so why not try them out with the real deal?\u00a0 The body certainly agrees with me.\u00a0 I just have to see something or think of something and it just reacts.”\u00a0 Speaking of reactions, Stephen has a boner.\u00a0 Has had a boner, I think.\u00a0 I can’t help it.\u00a0 I remember last night again and it makes things all slippery inside of me.\u00a0 See?\u00a0 Can\u2019t help it.\u00a0 I\u2019m just along for the awesome ride.<\/p>\n
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“I asked Elaine on the phone this morning.\u00a0 I asked her why she did that this morning even though I was a man then.\u00a0 Why you, Stephen?\u00a0 The email said you were straight.\u00a0 Very much so.\u00a0 Didn’t it bother you?”\u00a0 I have to know what he thinks.\u00a0 He’s been quiet most of this time but I need to know.<\/p>\n
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Stephen looks at his clasped hands in front of him.\u00a0 It’s his turn not to be able to look at me.\u00a0 “I agree with Elaine.\u00a0 I am straight.\u00a0 I still am.\u00a0 You’re a woman.\u00a0 I see that.\u00a0 I saw that last night and you’re the same.\u00a0 That’s what I know.\u00a0 This morning…”\u00a0 He frowns and it looks like he’s considering his words.\u00a0 He is a handsome man with the slight grey and few wrinkles.\u00a0 He just looks like he’s had a lived-in life and enjoyed it while learning about so much.\u00a0 Very different than what I had as I mostly drifted along.\u00a0 “This morning, I could tell it was still you.\u00a0 That was you as a woman.\u00a0 Even before I saw that your…ahhhh…. your nipples were the same.\u00a0 You were a man but you had a woman’s nipples.\u00a0 Still.\u00a0 Still if it was anyone else, nothing.\u00a0 Would’ve been freaked out and horrified and probably ran out.\u00a0 But there was something about you.\u00a0 You’re pulling on me even now and it was the same this morning.\u00a0 It’s almost as if I could smell that it was still you as a woman.\u00a0 And when Elaine started, I got riled up and joined in.\u00a0 I’ve gone over it mentally and the thought of two guys fucking still doesn’t make me excited.\u00a0 It was… it just felt different this morning.\u00a0 With you.”<\/p>\n
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He looks up at me now.\u00a0 “When you told me to sit in the corner, I went.\u00a0 That’s never happened before.\u00a0 Ever.\u00a0 But I found myself moving before I even knew what I was doing.\u00a0 And then… oh boy, this is hard for me to say.\u00a0 When you were fucking Elaine, I really wanted to jack off.\u00a0 But every time I went to do it, I couldn’t.\u00a0 There was a block.\u00a0 It felt like I’d be disrespecting you and I have no idea why.”<\/p>\n
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He coughs.\u00a0 “So.\u00a0 Dammit.\u00a0 So I asked.\u00a0 I felt pathetic and stupid but I had to ask.\u00a0 I know that if you’d said I could, it’d be all right.\u00a0 But if you’d said no then I couldn’t do it.\u00a0 I wouldn’t have been able to touch myself.\u00a0 How dumb is that?”\u00a0 He’s back to looking at his hands.\u00a0 His knuckles are white and they shake slightly.\u00a0 Elaine puts her hand on his wrist and I feel this urge to go to him.\u00a0 Like with Elaine, the thought of him hurt bothers me.\u00a0 I don’t even know these people but I keep getting this little protective vibe.\u00a0 Oh.\u00a0 That’s the word my mind’s been searching for.\u00a0 Ownership. \u00a0It feels like I own them and should take care of them.\u00a0 What the hell?<\/p>\n
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I stand.\u00a0 Hesitate.\u00a0 Look at Stephen.\u00a0 And then walk to him, kneeling in front of him.\u00a0 He’s still not looking at me.\u00a0 I take his hands, a little larger than mine by not by much, and separate them, putting them on the couch.\u00a0 The next part isn’t nearly as hard as it should be.\u00a0 I lean in between his legs and kiss him on the lips.\u00a0 He’s surprised by it but then I feel his hand on my back as he joins in.\u00a0 It’s a hard, rough kiss and we both have to break away.\u00a0 I stare lustily at him and wipe my mouth, feeling the lipstick rub against the back of my hand.\u00a0 He’s watching me.\u00a0 Wanting me.\u00a0 He groans when I grab his dick through his pants.\u00a0 His hands go to my hair, stroking me, massaging slightly.\u00a0 It’s a good feeling – one I hadn’t ever had done to me as a man.<\/p>\n
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But, his dick.\u00a0 Oh yes.\u00a0 His dick.\u00a0 I can feel my cunt drooling at the thought of it.\u00a0 There’s a heat in my lower belly, a need, a craving to be filled.\u00a0 To have something in me.\u00a0 Something hard and thick opening me up, pressing into me.\u00a0 This impossible itch needing to be scratched.\u00a0 I ache for his dick.\u00a0 It’s actually mentally distracting and that’s unusual for me.\u00a0 At least it was when I was a man.\u00a0 My hands fumble slightly at his zipper but I get it down and unbutton him.\u00a0 I feel Elaine move and then her lips against my neck.\u00a0 It makes the goose bumps happen but I’m focusing on Stephen now.\u00a0 He lifts his hips as I pull down on his pants and underwear until his dick springs free.\u00a0 He still smells slightly like my pussy.\u00a0 He’s got a little bit of pubic hair and I smell that he’s showered but I can still catch little hints of my cum on him.\u00a0 I growl and there’s no hesitation when I grab his dick and pull it to my mouth.<\/p>\n
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I’m a guy.\u00a0 I know how blow jobs go.\u00a0 I know what I like.\u00a0 I have to say, though.\u00a0 It’s slightly different playing for the other team.\u00a0 It’s warm.\u00a0 I kiss the tip and then push down to take the head of him into my mouth.\u00a0 The extra foreskin is something I don\u2019t have experience with as a man.\u00a0 The skin on the head of his dick as an interesting texture against my tongue but I’m distracted by the simple fact that I’m incredibly turned on at the moment.\u00a0 Hard to think of the process clinically when just having a dick in my mouth is making me wriggle my ass and moan.\u00a0 Ooops.\u00a0 Now he’s halfway into my mouth and I’m pulling it to the side, feeling it press against my cheek as my mouth works him over.\u00a0 And then back up to the head.\u00a0 Holding onto the base of him, slowly pumping his dick as I suck on him.\u00a0 I feel small hands on my own pants and Elaine unzips me.\u00a0 It’s difficult to get my pants off.\u00a0 Difficult because I don’t want to take this dick out of my mouth.\u00a0 I feel flushed from the thought of it.\u00a0 Now I’m just bobbing my head up and down, trying to watch where my teeth are going, trying to move my tongue around as much as possible on it \u2013 the soft flat part of my tongue.\u00a0 So, yeah, it’s difficult to get undressed but I work my hips and legs as Elaine tugs and soon my pants are off.\u00a0 Even when she grabs my ass (causing me to moan with a mouth full of dick) I still don’t pull off.\u00a0 I’m breathing through my nose and sucking on Stephen as Elaine pushes at me, telling me to sit up.\u00a0 I do, kneeling up as she lays under me.\u00a0 And then she pulls me down and now I can’t even concentrate on what I’m doing.<\/p>\n
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I’m sitting on Elaine’s face as she’s sucking and licking my extremely wet pussy with her fingers deep in me.\u00a0 It feels amazing and it’s this distracting thing – pulling me away so it’s hard to focus on Stephen.\u00a0 Her mouth on my engorged lips, sucking and biting them gently.\u00a0 Fingers pressing on things inside of me.\u00a0 I can’t – it’s hard to do more than one thing at a time when she’s… Jesus… there’s these OH YES FUCK spots inside of me that she’s rubbing and her mouth is warm on me and I can’t FUCKING CHRIST MMMMMmmmmmm I’ve got my head against Stephen’s dick and he’s still stroking my hair.\u00a0 I force the focus.\u00a0 I didn’t even know I was grinding my hips against Elaine’s mouth.\u00a0 I’m just doing it.\u00a0 My body is.\u00a0 I focus.\u00a0 I can do this.\u00a0 I kiss Stephen’s balls a little and then the base of his dick and then the tip.\u00a0 I can feel an orgasm building.\u00a0 I want it but… her fingers aren’t enough.\u00a0 I reach down to hold Elaine’s head as I sit up and then stand.\u00a0 She whines beneath me but I ignore her and sit on Stephen’s lap.\u00a0 He’s barely there.\u00a0 His eyes are smoking with desire.\u00a0 He wants me so fucking bad.<\/p>\n
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His dick presses between us.\u00a0 I can feel it against my flat, hard stomach.\u00a0 My ass rests on his legs comfortably.\u00a0 I love the way it feels.\u00a0 Is that narcissistic?\u00a0 That I think I have an amazing ass and I love how it’s all squishy and soft but firm if I press into it?\u00a0 I don’t give a damn.\u00a0 It just feels great.\u00a0 My legs are spread as I sit on him, the shaft of his cock pressed against my clit.\u00a0 And then I lift up, grab his dick and moan loudly as I pull it down and it rubs against my clit.\u00a0 I want to keep doing the same motion over and over again but, instead, I press the tip of him against my pussy lips.\u00a0 He’s got one hand on my side and another on my ass and he tugs a little but I wait.\u00a0 I want to remember this.\u00a0 He’s still a little slick from my spit and I can feel the way my pussy lips are spongy with my juice.\u00a0 I sit slowly, still holding his dick.\u00a0 My lips part for him and then he’s at the entrance to my pussy.\u00a0 A little more and I feel myself open to him.\u00a0 I make a very female noise and then lean forward to clasp his head to my chest.\u00a0 I don’t have to hold his dick any more.\u00a0 He’s not all the way in but it’s not going anywhere but in.\u00a0 He’s rubbing against my breasts and I remember I’m wearing a shirt.<\/p>\n
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But, first… I slowly sit down on him.\u00a0 “Ohhhhhh….” I say.\u00a0 Original, right?\u00a0 It just… it’s amazing.\u00a0 He’s hard and feeling his dick against the wetness inside my pussy – against the insides of me as it rubs certain places… I’m moaning and gasping until I’m completely down.\u00a0 I feel his balls against my pussy lips.\u00a0 I don’t know what kind of face I’m making but my lips are pursed and my … I think it’s almost like a “Please…” look?\u00a0 I really just want to pull up and then down and ride his dick.\u00a0 I really really REALLY want it bad.\u00a0 I want to feel the head of his dick pressing against every spot inside of me.\u00a0 I want him as deep as he can go.\u00a0 I reach for my shirt but he beats me there, grabbing and pulling as I lift my arms up for him.\u00a0 Immediately his hands go for the bra and I feel him fumbling around at the clasps.\u00a0 I can’t stop myself from wriggling on his dick.\u00a0 Just grinding on him while he’s inside of me.\u00a0 Oh.\u00a0 Oh.\u00a0 Fuck.\u00a0 Fuck yes.\u00a0 He’s hitting something inside of me and it feels really damn good.\u00a0 Some… yes.\u00a0 I grab his neck again as he finally gets one of the clasps undone.\u00a0 I’m breathing in little short gasps as I move.\u00a0 He needs to hurry the fuck up with the bra so I can start moving.\u00a0 It’s frustrating as hell.\u00a0 My breasts relax as the bra comes undone and I lean back so he can take them off.\u00a0 His mouth is immediately on my nipple and the jolt goes straight down as he bites and sucks.<\/p>\n
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I can’t stop any more.\u00a0 I ride him.\u00a0 It takes a bit to get the rhythm right but I’m soon slamming my ass down on him.\u00a0 Up and down, forward and back but if I lean forward in slightly the right way, his dick hits this one spot that has me moaning and growling and shaking.\u00a0 I’m rough.\u00a0 I can’t help it.\u00a0 It hurts how deep he is in me but it feels so fucking good, too.\u00a0 Way more good than bad.\u00a0 Way more.\u00a0 It’s getting hard to remember to breathe as my orgasm looms closer.\u00a0 His hands on my ass, squeezing and massaging, isn’t helping, either.\u00a0 I can hear a wet smacking sucking sound now because I’m so wet.\u00a0 “Jesus, Stephen.\u00a0 You’re so big.\u00a0 So fucking big.\u00a0 It feels so good in me.\u00a0 Do you like it?\u00a0 Do you like me riding you?”\u00a0 I growl and my voice goes harsher.\u00a0 “Taking you and fucking you like this, Stephen?\u00a0 Do you like it?\u00a0 Fuck.\u00a0 Fuck.\u00a0 FUUUUUCK!”\u00a0 I don\u2019t even talk during sex normally but the words are just rolling off of my tongue.\u00a0 I scream and feel his arms around me as the orgasms erupts. \u00a0My legs aren’t moving any more.\u00a0 Well, they are but they’re jerking and I’m way too sensitive for anything right now but now HE’S slamming himself up and into me and OH JESUS I can feel another orgasm coming as I’m still shaking and stuttering from the first one.<\/p>\n
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The second one hits and I squirt all over us.\u00a0 I feel it – the hot liquid spraying out.\u00a0 Everything is intense and too much but I still feel it.\u00a0 I still want it.\u00a0 I can feel the pressure building yet again even as this slight ache is starting to form deep in me.\u00a0 But my pussy is an electrical storm and he’s hitting everything inside as we frantically fuck.\u00a0 Growling and tearing at him with my nails.\u00a0 I don’t notice that I’m biting his neck hard now as I growl and slam my ass down onto him just as he’s pushing up.\u00a0 My brain is helpfully offering up various things I could be saying (\u201cPlease\u201d, \u201cOh god yes.\u201d, \u201cYour dick is huge, Stephen\u201d, etc\u2026 etc\u2026) but there’s this strange anger mixing in with the pleasure.\u00a0 This dominance.\u00a0 I want.\u00a0 I fucking want. \u00a0I bite hard, feeling some drool as… but then I let him go and go limp, resting my head against his shoulder.\u00a0 He’s hitting something – some actual thing inside of me and I can’t concentrate at all.\u00a0 I can’t move.\u00a0 I can’t think.\u00a0 I can’t even breathe.\u00a0 I can just sit there and take it and that pisses me off.\u00a0 I force myself up and push back against him until another orgasm rolls over me and it’s suddenly too much.\u00a0 Everything is too much.\u00a0 I can’t handle it.\u00a0 It’s … no… it’s too much.\u00a0 I push off and fall ungracefully to the floor, shaking and rocking and hugging myself against the orgasm.\u00a0 Jerking from it.\u00a0 Trying to talk but I can’t.\u00a0 Breathe.\u00a0 Breathe.\u00a0 Shit.\u00a0 Breathe.\u00a0 I don’t know how long it takes to recover from that but, Jesus.\u00a0 Fucking intense.\u00a0 And that ache is stronger now.\u00a0 I want more.\u00a0 I want so much more.\u00a0 I’m not at all done yet.<\/p>\n
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When I can move, I take them with me to the bedroom.\u00a0 We fuck for hours.\u00a0 I don’t even know how many times I orgasm but I’m soaked in my cum, Elaine’s and, finally, Stephen’s.\u00a0 I’m somehow proud that I can get him to cum twice for me.\u00a0 FOR ME.\u00a0 What a strange thought but it makes me do this mental wriggly happy dance.\u00a0 The bedroom is warm and smells like sex and we’re all spooning each other, sweaty and exhausted and content.\u00a0 We sleep.<\/p>\n
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I wake first with Stephen behind me and Elaine curled up in this warm happy little position against my stomach.\u00a0 I kiss the back of her neck and she stirs, grinning and mumbling something sleepily.\u00a0 I wake Stephen by grinding my ass against him. I feel his dick stir before he does and the thought of taking his dick inside of me again makes me wet.\u00a0 Again.\u00a0 He squeezes my tit almost possessively and I make this little “mrrrrrrr” sound and stretch back against him.\u00a0 I’m sorely tempted to start another orgy but I’m dying of hunger.\u00a0 When we’ve untangled ourselves, Elaine and I conspire against Stephen and vote him off the island and into the kitchen.<\/p>\n
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Oh.\u00a0 That’s… huh.\u00a0 Cum.\u00a0 In my pussy.\u00a0 And now running down my leg.\u00a0 That’s an entirely weird feeling.\u00a0 I have a momentary struggle where I consider tasting it but it\u2019s probably all cold and weird so I ultimately head to the bathroom and sit down.\u00a0 It’s then that I realize I haven’t ever peed as a woman, either.\u00a0 I push and it feels really damn weird and makes slightly odd little sounds but I get a good bit of it out.\u00a0 Stephen\u2019s cum, not my pee.\u00a0 But then, pee just comes out.\u00a0 I almost squawk.\u00a0 I didn’t mean to do it but there it goes.\u00a0 It makes me giggle for some reason.\u00a0 An honest to god giggle.\u00a0 Because I’m peeing.\u00a0 Sitting down.\u00a0 As a woman.\u00a0 With a pussy not quite full of cum.\u00a0 There’s a little dot of pee left when I stand so I dab it off with a bit of toilet paper.\u00a0 HOT.\u00a0 I giggle again and walk out naked.\u00a0 I don’t even feel embarrassed about it any more.<\/p>\n
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Elaine is wandering around looking for different pieces of clothing while Stephen gets dressed to go out food shopping.\u00a0 They’ve offered to take me out to eat but I’m not ready to go out like this yet.\u00a0 Not yet.\u00a0 Elaine hands me my clothes and I decide that I’ll just wear the bra and panties.\u00a0 It feels liberating to go without clothes.\u00a0 I’d go completely nude and luxuriate in this body but I think nobody would get much done and I know Stephen needs a bit of time to recover.<\/p>\n
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While Stephen’s gone, Elaine and I curl up on the couch, facing each other.\u00a0 We chat.\u00a0 Hah.\u00a0 A girl chat with our legs all pulled up.\u00a0 She decided if I were going to go without clothes, she would too so we’re both in our underwear and talking.\u00a0 Learning about her.\u00a0 She had great parents that are still local and she still keeps in touch with them weekly.\u00a0 Her dad teaches chemistry at the big high school in town and, amazingly, still loves his job after 15 years of it.\u00a0 Her mom does some complex math work for a medical startup.\u00a0 Some 3D imaging stuff that I don’t comprehend.\u00a0 She inherited her optimism from her dad and her awesomeness from both.\u00a0 She’s a fan of big dogs and cats and has a little kitten with possible dog plans later.\u00a0 Stephen was adopted after living in a foster home for a while.\u00a0 A rough time growing up but he had some good older kids and great adults at the Boys & Girls Club.\u00a0 After getting into trouble and being arrested a few times as a teenager, a judge pulled him aside and talked to him.\u00a0 And it finally sunk into him.\u00a0 Shortly after, he cleaned up and hit the books.\u00a0 Top of his class at high school and college and really well in law school.\u00a0 He’s very good at what he does.<\/p>\n
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Stephen walks in while we’re talking about his high school days.\u00a0 He doesn’t knock before coming in and it doesn’t occur to me that that’s weird or that I should be bothered by it.\u00a0 He rolls his eyes at one of Elaine’s remarks and then fumbles around the kitchen.\u00a0 I don’t know what he can do with my cheap thrift store pots and pans but I hear him washing them first.\u00a0 Yeah.\u00a0 I don’t cook.\u00a0 After a while, the smell of cooked chicken fills the small living room and my stomach gurgles.\u00a0 Stephen yells out that food will be ready in fifteen minutes.<\/p>\n
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We’re still chatting when I notice Elaine scratching her bare leg over and over.\u00a0 She leaves red lines with each stroke and it looks like should hurt.\u00a0 Oh.\u00a0 Shit.\u00a0 One of her nails is gone.\u00a0 Right index finger.\u00a0 As I watch, a thick black nail slowly grows into place.\u00a0 How the hell did she not just feel that?\u00a0 I look at her but she’s still chatting and smiling.\u00a0 And scratching herself.\u00a0 There’s a subtle different scent in the air and it makes the small hairs at the back of my neck stand up.\u00a0 I can feel my nose flair, taking in the cloying scent and my lips pull back in a quick half-snarl.\u00a0 I push to get myself under control and to keep my hands from clenching.\u00a0 My heart rate picks up.\u00a0 I want her.\u00a0 I feel this aggression flood me and I almost growl.\u00a0 I want her bad.\u00a0 I shiver and it’s not because I’m cold.<\/p>\n
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“Food is ready!”\u00a0 I’m thankful for the distraction.\u00a0 Elaine smiles a lazy little smile and it’s not like her normal smile at all.\u00a0 There’s a very clear difference.\u00a0 A very clear line of predatory that she’s crossed.\u00a0 I stand and go to the kitchen.\u00a0 I have a small, very cheap Formica table that we crowd around.\u00a0 Bowls are already set full of some pasta with white sauce and chicken.\u00a0 It’s delicious and exactly what I need.\u00a0 I’m on my second bowl when I feel Elaine’s left hand on my thigh.\u00a0 She’s eating but her hand is tracing along my leg and then, digging into my flesh.\u00a0 Claws.\u00a0 Definitely claws.\u00a0 More than one.\u00a0 I twitch at the feeling but it also turns me on and I feel myself growing wet.\u00a0 At that, she turns and gives me that same smile. \u00a0Can she tell?\u00a0 Can she fucking smell me?<\/p>\n
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I clear my throat.\u00a0 “How much do you two remember of last night?\u00a0 And what we did?”\u00a0 I have to take Elaine’s hand off my thigh and she just grins even bigger.<\/p>\n
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Stephen looks confused.\u00a0 “Uhhh… we had sex.\u00a0 Right?\u00a0 The bedroom is a haze.\u00a0 But I remember sex.”<\/p>\n
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“Right.\u00a0 Yes.\u00a0 Sex.\u00a0 Anything else?”<\/p>\n
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He furrows his brow as if I am the one asking stupid questions.\u00a0 “No.\u00a0 Just sex and then passing out.\u00a0 I think I must’ve been really tired because I barely remember anything.\u00a0 Just fucking you.”<\/p>\n
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I turn to Elaine.\u00a0 “You?”<\/p>\n
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She’s still grinning.\u00a0 “No.\u00a0 Sex.\u00a0 Why?”\u00a0 Damn.\u00a0 She even sounds different.\u00a0 Less bouncy.\u00a0 Less cheerful.\u00a0 Deeper voice.\u00a0 And she’s watching me.<\/p>\n
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“Elaine.\u00a0 Put your hand on the table.”\u00a0 She cocks her head for a moment but then, does.\u00a0 Her left hand.\u00a0 Three of her fingers are claws.\u00a0 Thick and black, the joints on those fingers swollen.\u00a0 Her hand looks slightly swollen in general.\u00a0 She looks at it, shrugs and then back to me.<\/p>\n
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“Jesus, Elaine!\u00a0 Your hand!”\u00a0 Stephen looks shocked but Elaine glances at her hand again and still doesn\u2019t react.\u00a0 Okay.\u00a0 So, they aren’t lying.\u00a0 They don’t remember.\u00a0 Shit.\u00a0 Why can I remember but not them?<\/p>\n
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I sigh and put my head on the cool table near my bowl.\u00a0 “Do you remember what I said of the suit?\u00a0 The bit about it being a werewolf?\u00a0 A she-wolf?\u00a0 How I changed when I put it on?\u00a0 I… I think I gave that to you.”<\/p>\n
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“No.\u00a0 No fucking way.\u00a0 Impossible.”\u00a0 Stephen is standing now, near the fridge.\u00a0 He looks almost panicked.<\/p>\n
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I turn my head to look at him.\u00a0 “Impossible like a man physically turning into a woman?\u00a0 Your ears, Stephen.\u00a0 Feel them.\u00a0 The tops.”\u00a0 They’re pointed and I can see them moving slightly as they grow.\u00a0 Stephen is hyperventilating but I hear a small ‘snick’ next to me.\u00a0 Looking over, I see Elaine still grinning.\u00a0 Her hands are both stretched and swollen and all five fingers are tipped with deadly looking claws.\u00a0 She’s just cut through her bra and it’s laying in her lap.\u00a0 Her tits are swelling, nipples rock hard in the air.\u00a0 I can feel my pussy throbbing with sudden need.<\/p>\n
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I can’t do this.\u00a0 I can’t face this.\u00a0 I nearly run to the living room, slamming into the fridge on the way out.\u00a0 I smell her before I hear her.\u00a0 Elaine is crawling to me on hands and feet.\u00a0 That same grin on her face.\u00a0 Ten feet away she stands.\u00a0 Her body is covered in fine hairs and sweat.\u00a0 Her tits have grown a cup size or more and she pulls one up close to her mouth.\u00a0 A long tongue rolls out and she licks her own nipple, moaning as she does.\u00a0 Her other hand goes to her panties and her claws cut small holes as she rubs herself.\u00a0 A patch of fine red hair is growing from the tops of her white panties, spreading out and then up in a line between her breasts.\u00a0 She moans again, digs shortened fingers under the side of her panties and rips them off.\u00a0 Her pussy is covered in red hair.\u00a0 I can smell her so strongly.\u00a0 Fuck.\u00a0 Fuck, I want her.\u00a0 I’m so fucking wet and the smell is making it hard to think.<\/p>\n
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Her breasts grow another cup size while I watch.\u00a0 The skin just spreads as she becomes more full.\u00a0 Her aureole grows out as her tits do.\u00a0 The line of fur down her stomach sas reached her chin and is fanning out to the sides to cover the sides of her breasts and stomach.\u00a0 More fur grows on her face, along her cheeks.\u00a0 Her nose and lips are turning black as I watch.\u00a0 There’s a crunch and her jaw shifts.<\/p>\n
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I’m brought to my knees when the aching in my cunt turns to pain.\u00a0 Sharp pain that burns along my spine.\u00a0 I can’t breathe.\u00a0 I can’t… fuck.\u00a0 I rip the bra off of me.\u00a0 Muscles bulge when I get my fingers under the straps and I just pull to the side, feeling the material break as the edges dig into my flesh.\u00a0 It doesn’t hurt at all compared to the immense amount of pain along my spine.\u00a0 My breasts hang in front of me as I lean forward on my hands.\u00a0 Sweating suddenly.\u00a0 I can see my fingernails popping off one after another, claws growing in their places.\u00a0 I CAN feel the swelling in my hand as joints pop and grow.\u00a0 I watch my fingers thicken and shorten, my hand growing larger as my thumb is pulled back a tiny bit on each hand.\u00a0 Hair is growing from my knuckles and the back of my hand.\u00a0 My arms are tensing.\u00a0 More hair growing from the forearms and shoulders.\u00a0 Muscles growing into place as blonde fur erupts from my shoulders down to my hands, joining with the fur growing there.\u00a0 Stronger.\u00a0 I’m getting stronger.<\/p>\n
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There’s a roar and crash from the kitchen.\u00a0 I look up to see Elaine on her hands and knees.\u00a0 Her grin is gone and she has her head down on the carpet, long dog-like tongue lolling out of a very wolf-like muzzle.\u00a0 She’s watching me with these beautiful golden eyes.\u00a0 Her face is completely fuzzy but I watch her ears shift and move, growing longer as they do.\u00a0 Her teeth are like daggers and she’s panting in pain. \u00a0I can smell Stephen now.\u00a0 Him.\u00a0 His scent.\u00a0 More strongly.\u00a0 It makes me growl and want.\u00a0 WANT.<\/p>\n
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There’s a noise like firecrackers going off but all I know is someone is hammering on every single part of my spine.\u00a0 I feel like a crowd of people have grabbed both of my sides and are pulling as hard as they can – trying to tear me apart.\u00a0 My nose burns and another cracking sound signals the start of my own muzzle. \u00a0I can see my nose flatten as it grows out.\u00a0 My tits are even bigger.\u00a0 Fuller.\u00a0 Heavier.\u00a0 Furry.\u00a0 I watch blonde hairs grow out on both breasts, hiding the nipples beneath a coat of fur.\u00a0 Now someone is tugging on my spine.\u00a0 I feel a tickling around my ass cheek as my tail grows straight from the base of my spine.\u00a0 The skin just expands as new bones grow into place.\u00a0 Fur dots the tail and then fans out with an almost perceptible whining noise.<\/p>\n
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I’m soaking wet.\u00a0 I want.\u00a0 I want both of them.\u00a0 I need to be fucked.\u00a0 There’s this huge amount of pain but I’m smelling both of them and I want them.\u00a0 Stephen is standing against the wall.\u00a0 He’s got a full muzzle but barely any fur at all on his body and it looks odd.\u00a0 He scrambles at his pants with awkward paws and ends up shredding them.\u00a0 His dick is hard.\u00a0 Huge.\u00a0 Fur grows in suddenly on his massive legs and then in a wave up to the base of his dick.\u00a0 From there, he bulges.\u00a0 I watch as his knot grows in.\u00a0 This … bubble grows from the base of his uncut cock and is quickly covered in fur.\u00a0 His dick throbs and lengthens, excess skin covers each new inch until he’s over ten inches long.\u00a0 And fucking thick looking.\u00a0 He’s rubbing himself and his muzzle is tipped back, smelling the air.\u00a0 Smelling me.\u00a0 Or Elaine.\u00a0 Or both of us.<\/p>\n
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I watch Elaine’s tail grow in.\u00a0 A thick bony growth of skin extends from her spine, growing out between her ass.\u00a0 She raises her ass higher in the air and whines in pain.\u00a0 My eyes are watering from the combined smells of pleasure and pain.\u00a0 And from the agony of my own transformation.\u00a0 Hairs grow out from her tails as I feel my own wag back and forth.\u00a0 It takes seconds before she’s got a bushy new tail of her own.\u00a0 And then, she stretches.\u00a0 A full body stretch on her hands and feet before shaking like a dog out of the water.<\/p>\n
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I stand.\u00a0 Shaky-legged.\u00a0 I have a growth of stubble on my legs but I can see the veins throbbing.\u00a0 Muscles are growing out here, too.\u00a0 My thighs are massive and SHIT!\u00a0 I fall to the ground and catch myself.\u00a0 My feet lengthen, pulling my little toe back.\u00a0 The stubble on my legs grows into full fur.\u00a0 Claws pop my toenails off and I feel rough padding along the bottom of my feet.\u00a0 Leathery.\u00a0 It doesn’t take long before I’m completely covered in fur from ear tips to toes.\u00a0 And then, the pain stops.\u00a0 Thank god.\u00a0 I try standing but it’s not working yet.\u00a0 I wait on my knees. \u00a0Stephen is curled into a ball of pain, whimpering and whining but Elaine is padding over to him on hands and feet, pushing at him with her muzzle and then putting an arm around him.\u00a0 It’s touching.\u00a0 But, soon, he’s finished as well.<\/p>\n
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I take both of them in.\u00a0 Magnificent.\u00a0 I had no idea.\u00a0 They’re both bigger but along the same body shape.\u00a0 Elaine with her sleek red furred body is at least four inches taller.\u00a0 Stephen looks almost like a bear.\u00a0 My eyes go to the sheath where his dick is standing at proud attention.\u00a0 Knotted and pointed, dripping pre-cum.\u00a0 He’s watching me, crouched down on his knees.<\/p>\n
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Neither of them look like they’re completely there mentally.\u00a0 I can smell their need.\u00a0 I can smell how they both want me.\u00a0 Now I stand and my muscles hold, thick and strong.\u00a0 I feel like I could run for miles flat-out.\u00a0 I spare a moment to look at myself and the change is amazing – thick blonde fur over an incredibly strong body.\u00a0 My tits are even bigger than before but they’re set over a proportionately larger frame.\u00a0 I flex my arm and feel my shoulder and arm muscles working.\u00a0 The palms of my hands are padded slightly with the same black leathery growth of skin from the bottom of my feet and the fingers are shortened but powerful and tipped with deadly claws.\u00a0 I reach down to feel the tuft of fur above my pussy and I find the fur is slick with my juices.\u00a0 Elaine and Stephen aren’t the only ones excited by the changes.\u00a0 The tail… the tail is odd. I can feel it against my legs as it just lays there.\u00a0 It tugs slightly on my spine.\u00a0 Very slightly.\u00a0 I … hmmm… I briefly try to figure out how to make it move but I can’t seem to do it.\u00a0 Like trying to make my ears wriggle – there should be a muscle or something that makes it work but I don\u2019t know which one.<\/p>\n
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And, you know?\u00a0 That’s okay.\u00a0 Because right now I’m distracted.\u00a0 By the two wolves in front of me.\u00a0 Still watching quietly.\u00a0 Both of them crouched.\u00a0 My center of balance is off so I nearly stumble as I walk but my tail does its own thing to help, shifting and moving while I figure out how to walk on these new feet with these legs and extra mass.\u00a0 When I get close to the two in front of me, the look down and their ears go back.\u00a0 Is it deference?\u00a0 What the hell do they expect me to do?\u00a0 Jesus.\u00a0 I look at myself again.\u00a0 I’m nearly as big as Stephen is.\u00a0 My tongue feels weird.\u00a0 Almost like it’s swollen.\u00a0 Really hard to get used to its length and the way these teeth feel in my mouth.\u00a0 Muzzle.\u00a0 Whatever.\u00a0 They’re still not looking at me and I can smell this scent… I don’t know how to put it because it doesn’t translate into words.\u00a0 It’s a feeling.\u00a0 The closest I can come to describing it is that they’re wary of me.\u00a0 Worried?\u00a0 Apprehensive?<\/p>\n
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I kneel next to Elaine and butt my forehead against hers.\u00a0 She shivers but stays in place.\u00a0 I rub my cheek against hers, feeling the softness of her fur against mine and the smell that is her.\u00a0 And then, I lick her ear because why the hell not?\u00a0 Stephen gets the same treatment and then I stand and offer my hands… paws… whatever to them.\u00a0 They look up, take my hands and then stand.\u00a0 They still smell out of sorts but in a different way.\u00a0 This is going to drive me nuts.\u00a0 I was way happier misreading simple facial expressions so I don’t even know what to do with the scents.<\/p>\n
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They are incredible.\u00a0 Werewolves in the flesh.\u00a0 Elaine’s tail is swaying back and forth and I’m somewhat jealous she can make that happen.\u00a0 I’ll have to ask her about it later.\u00a0 If… if she remembers any of this.\u00a0 If she’s in there.\u00a0 Her breasts are probably the same size mine were as a human.\u00a0 Stephen is just an inch taller than me and a titch bigger overall.\u00a0 His dick is pulled into his furry sheath at the moment.\u00a0 There’s pre-cum along the top of the sheath and I can smell it VERY well.\u00a0 Just like I can smell Elaine’s pussy as if my mouth was on her cunt.\u00a0 And probably like Elaine and Stephen can smell me.<\/p>\n
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I step to Stephen and grab his sheath.\u00a0 Part of it is attached to his lower stomach by this thin skin.\u00a0 I can’t feel it very well because of the padding on my hands but his cock has probably doubled in thickness.\u00a0 I… how the fuck do I kiss him?\u00a0 Thank god they can’t see me blush because I decide to just lick the side of his face while rubbing his dick.\u00a0 I feel it moving under his sheath and, soon, the tip is out and still coming.\u00a0 The knot follows and I can feel myself get even wetter.\u00a0 I remember that well.\u00a0 How that felt.\u00a0 The knot.\u00a0 Stephen is rumbling in his throat as he grabs my hips.\u00a0 His hands are rough on my skin.\u00a0 Rough with the same padding.\u00a0 He’s gentle with his claws but I can feel them on me.\u00a0 I like it.\u00a0 A lot.<\/p>\n
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Jesus.\u00a0 His dick is a baseball bat.\u00a0 Will that even fit?\u00a0 Seriously?\u00a0 I… I want to try.\u00a0 I want that.\u00a0 In me.\u00a0 My fucking pussy always feels hungry for more when I’m fingering myself or the few times I’ve been fucked and maybe this\u2019ll do it.\u00a0 Maybe this huge cock will finally fulfill me.\u00a0 Ah… now he’s getting riled up.\u00a0 He’s digging his claws into my hips and the rumble is turning into a growl.\u00a0 It excites me.\u00a0 NOW my goddamned tail is wagging slightly.\u00a0 Traitor.\u00a0 I turn, feeling his claws scrape me as I do.\u00a0 Going down to my hands and feet, I feel my tail lift slightly.\u00a0 I go down even more with my muzzle against the carpet.\u00a0 Thighs apart, ass raised with my ass cheeks apart and my pussy glistening in the light.<\/p>\n
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He’s on me in a second.\u00a0 I feel his claws on my shoulders and his teeth on the back of my neck.\u00a0 His dick is warm, huge and hard against my furry ass.\u00a0 A growl rips from my throat at his show of dominance but I let it slide this time.\u00a0 It’s just… it’s really hard to ignore it.\u00a0 I want to stand up and hit him.\u00a0 Wrestle with him until he knows his fucking place.\u00a0 But… I also want him in me.\u00a0 His dick probes my ass and I move around to help but … AHHHHH SHIT.\u00a0 Yes.\u00a0 Fuck yes.\u00a0 There’s no gentle pushing.\u00a0 He slams into me and the knot almost feels like it’s ripping me open.\u00a0 He howls, head back, claws digging in deep.\u00a0 I can smell the blood in the air.\u00a0 My blood from his claws.\u00a0 I growl back and push myself up to my hands just to show him I can.\u00a0 Looking back to stare him in the eye.\u00a0 He tries pushing me down but fuck that.\u00a0 I stay up even though he’s really strong.\u00a0 My growl ratchets up and I try to tell him to just fuck me but it comes out as a garbled mess.\u00a0 The way his dick feels now is completely different.\u00a0 My pussy is bigger than before but not by that much.\u00a0 He completely feels me up.\u00a0 Completely.\u00a0 And the knot sitting just inside of me is wondrous.\u00a0 I push back to remind him why he’s there – why I let him mount me.\u00a0 He tries pulling out but the knot is slightly stuck so he can’t go far.\u00a0 Instead, he just slams back into me and I lose most of my mental capacities as he hits my cervix.<\/p>\n
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Hah.\u00a0 Cervix.\u00a0 I have one now.\u00a0 I saw it in the diagram.\u00a0 I might\u2019ve looked specifically at the bits that make up the vagina when I dug around online earlier.\u00a0 It feels like he’s pressing on all my buttons at once and I’m so fucking wet that even though his knot feels gigantic, he’s able to pull it out and then back in again.\u00a0 I jump every goddamned time he does it.\u00a0 And moan.\u00a0 And wriggle my ass back at him, whining for more.\u00a0 Wanting to feel the way he opens me.\u00a0 Trying to push hard back against him while lifting and lowering my hips to find just the perfect spot for him to be.\u00a0 Just the right spot for the tip of his dick to hit.\u00a0 I don’t even notice my tail or the way I’m shredding the wood floor beneath the carpet, digging in to hold myself in place.\u00a0 Slamming back against him over and over as I feel my orgasm building bigger and bigger.<\/p>\n
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I cum when I feel his left hand tighten on my shoulder, drawing blood.\u00a0 His right hand grabs my tail and pulls and with a particularly hard slam of his dick, I’m over the edge and cumming but he’s not stopping.\u00a0 I’m howling and moaning at the same time, loud and long and still cumming, squirting over both of us.\u00a0 I can smell it and feel it.\u00a0 And he’s STILL pounding me.\u00a0 I can barely hear his own grunts and growls but he’s getting close.\u00a0 His breathing is going erratic.\u00a0 JESUS!\u00a0 Another orgasm hits and I can’t even howl any more.\u00a0 I’m scrabbling at the ground as if trying to get away but he’s got his claws into me and my tail in his hand.\u00a0 I’m pretty sure if I really wanted to get away then I could but… I don’t really want to.\u00a0 I just can’t stop my body from trying is all.\u00a0 Everything is sensitive and – my eyes roll into my head as I cum again.\u00a0 He’s swelling.\u00a0 It’s… fu….Jes…. FUCK!\u00a0 He’s cumming in me.\u00a0 I feel it.\u00a0 His dick – his whole dick is expanding and it feels like his knot just swelled up.\u00a0 His sperm drills into me and he’s doing this low howling sound as he pushes himself as deep as possible into me.\u00a0 I push back.\u00a0 I can’t help it.\u00a0 I can’t.\u00a0 I want it.\u00a0 I want all of it.\u00a0 To feel him in me.\u00a0 To feel his cum.\u00a0 He’s still fucking going, filling me up with it.\u00a0 I can feel it mixing with my own cum, surrounding his dick with this slickness.\u00a0 His hands are shaking on me.\u00a0 And, still.\u00a0 Still he’s cumming.\u00a0 He leans in and bites my shoulder really fucking hard and THAT makes another orgasm roll over me.\u00a0 I feel my pussy tighten around his dick and knot and it’s like a domino effect because then things are pressing on more things inside of me and I’m shaking from all these little earthquake orgasms.<\/p>\n
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Can’t… can’t think… can’t… I collapse onto my stomach, flattening my huge breasts.\u00a0 Panting and shaking.\u00a0 Stephen follows and my breath leaves me in a rush.\u00a0 Fucking heavy pig.\u00a0 Oh Jesus.\u00a0 Oh Jesus.\u00a0 Don’t move.\u00a0 Don’t try to pu- FUCK!\u00a0 He tries to pull out of me but his knot is swollen and it’s rubbing on something right at the entrance of my pussy and I’m trying to shriek and get away because I can’t handle another orgasm like that.\u00a0 No.\u00a0 No, please.\u00a0 JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!\u00a0 I squirt again and there’s a roaring in my ears as a blackness covers my eyes.\u00a0 My jaws hurt.\u00a0 I can’t… no…<\/p>\n
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It hurts badly when he finally does pull out of me.\u00a0 But, the pain is consumed by the orgasms.\u00a0 He’s licking my back and neck and ass and pussy FUCK YOU!\u00a0 More aftershocks rock my body and now I can’t even see straight or catch my breath.\u00a0 I do scramble away from him now, slamming into the couch, hearing the cheap wooden supports inside crack against my strength and weight.\u00a0 Minutes pass.\u00a0 Minutes of me panting heavily while trying to focus my eyes.\u00a0 My stomach hurts from all of it.\u00a0 When I can see, Stephen is kneeling where he left me, watching and … there’s that scent again.\u00a0 Fucking… it does that thing where I feel like I want to hold him and cuddle him.\u00a0 I try to push up but I’m still shaky.\u00a0 So, I wait a few more minutes.\u00a0 His dick IS bigger than before and the knot is noticeably swollen just above the top of his sheath.\u00a0 I am not ashamed to admit that I want it in my mouth.\u00a0 I can already taste it.\u00a0 The smell is enough to tell me what it tastes like – both of us.\u00a0 Both of our cum.\u00a0 I want it.<\/p>\n
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I crawl to him.\u00a0 I’d like to say it was sexy but I doubt it.\u00a0 I crawl and nuzzle his wet dick against my face and then lick up the length of him, savoring the taste.\u00a0 It’s salty and sharp with a tiny hint of sweetness.\u00a0 Thick and wonderful on my tongue.\u00a0 He has his hand in my hair, claws against my scalp.\u00a0 I pull his dick into my mouth, stopping just shy of his knot and my tongue is wrapping around it.\u00a0 It’s hard to keep my teeth away – I cut into him.\u00a0 I can’t help it.\u00a0 The sharp iron taste of his blood mixed with cum but I still keep going.\u00a0 I actually like the taste.\u00a0 A lot.\u00a0 Is it the blood?\u00a0 The cum?\u00a0 Both?\u00a0 He doesn’t seem to mind at all based on how much more he starts growling and how his paw tightens in my hair.\u00a0 I grab his ass, digging in sharp and feel him twitch from it.<\/p>\n
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Elaine.\u00a0 Right.\u00a0 I suck a bit more, making sure I got every little bit and then pull away.\u00a0 He tries to put me back but I growl and grab his wrist.\u00a0 And tighten.\u00a0 I hear something click inside his wrist and his hand goes limp.\u00a0 He whines and pulls away, rubbing his hand.\u00a0 I growl louder and stand, staring at him.\u00a0 He avoids my eye and hunches over, head down.<\/p>\n
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Too fucking right.\u00a0 I’m angry but it’s passing.\u00a0 He’s down.\u00a0 That’s fine.\u00a0 He knows his place.\u00a0 I sucked his dick because I wanted to.\u00a0 I offered my pussy to him because I wanted it.\u00a0 That’s it.\u00a0 Done.\u00a0 I look over at Elaine and she comes to me on hands and feet.\u00a0 Dammit.\u00a0 She pulls off a sexy crawl with her larger ass swaying and her tail working counter-point.\u00a0 Eyes steady on my pussy.\u00a0 My turn.\u00a0 I grab her head and pull her to my cunt.\u00a0 Her tongue is thick and warm and rough and ohmygod amazing on my pussy.\u00a0 It’s large enough to cover my whole pussy, clit AND dip in-between the pussy lips.\u00a0 So what I’m saying here is that I basically fuck her tongue.\u00a0 I spread my legs for her and she presses her tongue into my pussy, teeth on my ass on lower stomach.\u00a0 I grind against her, her breath hot against my cunt.\u00a0 I can feel an orgasm slowly building but I want her.\u00a0 I want to taste her.\u00a0 I pull her off, ignoring her whine.\u00a0 Walking over to the couch, I tap the cushion.\u00a0 She cocks her head to the side and doesn’t move.\u00a0 Shit.\u00a0 Yeah, they’re not really there.\u00a0 I go to her, grab the ruff of her neck gently and walk her over to the couch, pulling her upper body onto it.\u00a0 NOW she gets it.\u00a0 She holds onto the couch, spreads her legs and waits.<\/p>\n
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She tastes like she smells.\u00a0 My nose is against her asshole and I think that’s a first for me at any time.\u00a0 I don’t care because I just want more of her in my mouth.\u00a0 And it’s awkward because of the muzzle but my tongue is long and I fuck her with it.\u00a0 Lapping up her cum.\u00a0 Claws on her furry ass, spreading it for me.\u00a0 Rubbing my cold black nose against her asshole.\u00a0 Hearing her mewling gasps and moans and animalistic whimpering as she grinds against me.\u00a0 I let go of her ass with one hand and put a finger in her cunt.\u00a0 She jumps.\u00a0 I think I accidentally cut her with the claw but I’m lost in the… no, I can smell it.\u00a0 The blood.\u00a0 I growl, pushing the finger in deeper.\u00a0 Trying to kind-of sort-of not cut her with it but honestly not caring too much.\u00a0 Which is probably a dickhead move but she’s still going and… ahhhhh… I feel her pussy convulse around me right as she pulls her head back to howl, clawing strips of cheap material off of the couch.\u00a0 Her ass does this jerky shaky thing that pulls my finger around inside of her.\u00a0 The smell of blood is getting too strong. I pull out and see her blood mixed with her stringy cum.\u00a0 I lick all of it off of my finger and then back to her pussy.\u00a0 Licking and cleaning her.\u00a0 When I’m done, my tongue travels around the black lips of my muzzle feeling the fur mixed with Elaine and Stephen’s cum.<\/p>\n
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I could die happy right now.\u00a0 Instead, I stroke Elaine’s back.\u00a0 Her fur is a couple of inches long and quite thick.\u00a0 I love the way it feels as I run my hands through it, claws scraping lightly against her skin.\u00a0 Her back is broader.\u00a0 The muscles are defined and there’s no fat on her.\u00a0 She’s working her head in little circles as if working out a crick in her neck as I basically pet her.\u00a0 Her ass is way bigger – as a human she was a bit too skinny but this is… I squeeze and massage it with my fingers and claws and she’s wriggling against me.\u00a0 The tuft of fur around her pussy is slick with her cum and my tongue.\u00a0 My body feels weak.\u00a0 Exhausted.\u00a0 Stephen is still crouching and Elaine isn’t moving.\u00a0 Well, she’s trembling but that’s different.\u00a0 I walk to the corner and then lay down.\u00a0 How… how do I get them to come over to me?\u00a0 I can’t talk.\u00a0 Do I growl?\u00a0 I know how to do that, at least.\u00a0 The growling.\u00a0 I\u2019m good at it.<\/p>\n
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“Hey!”\u00a0 I try to talk.\u00a0 I actually try.\u00a0 Except I bark.\u00a0 Seriously.\u00a0 I bark.\u00a0 Like a dog.\u00a0 They both look over immediately, their ears going back.\u00a0 Elaine whines but Stephen is silent.\u00a0 I pat the ground next to me.\u00a0 It takes a few times and another bark (don’t laugh) but they come padding over.\u00a0 Dog pile.\u00a0 Elaine wraps herself around my torso, muzzle in my lap.\u00a0 I turn over to my side to cuddle her.\u00a0 And then I scoot a bit and look at Stephen.\u00a0 He lays down behind me, arms over my body.\u00a0 Is that unmanly?\u00a0 To be the little spoon?\u00a0 To love the way his strong arms feel around me?\u00a0 To moan a little when his rough paws grab my tit protectively?\u00a0 The way his muzzle lays on my shoulder, nuzzling me before laying still?\u00a0 I don’t care.<\/p>\n
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Pleasure in darkness.\u00a0 My brain is foggy and I can feel myself struggling to wake up.\u00a0 Struggling because it feels like I weigh a ton.\u00a0 Fragments of the night before flash teasingly through my brain like a kinetoscope without a Continue reading Layers Chapter 5<\/span>